My life, my glory;My pain,my stories...

Childhood Friend. =)

2012-02-07T14:12:00.002+08:00

Found this quote in facebook not long ago. "cousins are usually the 1st friends we have as children"

I've shared it, to see if people feel the same way as I did.

and YES, it's so true that most of us had gone through the same life progress.

though everyone re busying with their own life now.

but, do hope that we still can maintain the closeness we have built.

Best memories of 2011

2012-01-02T14:30:00.011+08:00

To me, 2011 will always be a year to remember as it was the most memorable year in my life.

I couldn’t believe that I can realize my Old Trafford dream so soon and attended Paul Scholes last match in Red.

I couldn't believe that I’m just sitting in front of Effel Tower, have a date with Mona Lisa.

I couldn’t believe that I even get a chance to sit in a cathedral which the Royal Wedding took place, and visiting the palace.

I never thought of having these chances though, it’s my family that makes it happen for me!

And the last part of 2011, I met my new employer, which gives me chances and opportunities to grow.

At the beginning of the year, I'm so uncertain about my future...but friends and family doesn't stop support, encourage and believes in me. I appreciate every single words from them.

In 2012, my resolution is very simple, which is to do the best in what I do, and make it even better year than 2011. The last result I got is disappointing though. I shouldn't let that happen ever again.

As 2011 closing to the end, I began to miss all the place that I went during the summer, all the things I do during the summer, and all the friends that I met during the summer.

took this picture on our way back from Whitby.

one of the Best Picture of 2011.

This is where we live, summer 2011, Merseyside, Liverpool

Old Trafford Manchester with 75,000 crowds August 2011

One night in Paris

So, what so famous about Mona Lisa smile? Her eyes and smile that makes the perfect portrait

the Westminster Abbey

reaching the Buckingham Palace backyard at the end of tour

the familiar Palace front gate

the Change of Guard

St. Paul Cathedral

Big Ben

the Roman Bath cathedral

Swans feeding at Lake District

Whitby road trip June 2011

Stonehedge, one of the 7 wonders ?

Yup, it's monday again.

2011-12-11T22:48:00.002+08:00

I think Sunday night was kinda moody to everyone, especially working adult.

I felt the same way when I was a typical 8-5, "clock watcher" employee.

Now, I feel more or less the same too. But different thing is that, I'm passionate to see out what is going to happen tomorrow, the 1st day of the week.

A wonderful start of the week might makes the whole week meaningful,that's what I told myself.

It's very challenging in what I'm doing now, which requires high level of attention to detail.

Made lots of mistake in my 1st attempt! but learn from the process.

Seriously needed to improve my organising skill.

Yes, 1 month goes...

should be doing even better on the 2nd, and gets better on the 3rd...

that's what it supposed to be, and it will be!!!

DON'T QUIT!

make it a good ending for 2011 !! It's a fortnight to NEW YEAR!!

Post-Study Life

2011-12-06T21:59:00.002+08:00

Year end coming soon...

everyone start clearing leaves, taking holidays, traveling etc.

whereas me, myself were just started everything not long ago.

to be honest, i like what i m doing now.

i m not sure if i can survive in what i m doing now. but i know i must, and i know i have what it takes to survive!it is a very great opportunity for me.

Though it's almost a month now since the day i first joined,

still there are so much to learn!!

so many products need to know, and exam to take.

but, good things is that i m learning everyday...I appreciate what i can learn, and what i've learned.

there's a saying:

"The greatest pleasure in life is doing what people say you cannot do"

Yes, life is full of obstacles, difficulties as good ending doesn't come without any tough challenges.

sometimes we might face some people who likes telling us what we CANNOT do...well, that shall not stop us from trying what we think is right.

Instead of doubting in ur own self, why not we stand up and tell them "WATCH ME!"

:-)

The Steel Fight!!

2011-10-25T15:42:00.004+08:00

Been waiting for this movie for quite some time actually.

it's Hugh Jackman again and he was a great actor!!

perhaps you might see him before in Lipton Ice Tea advertisement,

perhaps you might want to recall back to 2009 whereby he hosting the Emmy Awards,

if you did, you know exactly that he was not just merely an actor.

dancing and singing were his expertise too!

But Real Steel? i barely know what it's all about.

all i know, is Hugh Jackman, so i guess it could be something good and worth watching.

well, the movie is about robotic fight.

my second thought, no wait, though the robots fighting scenes were breathtaking; it was like watching live boxing of 2 giant robots, and that was simply awesome! But what's more about this movie, is that the director put in some emotional scenes in addition to the fights.

emotional and sentimental made the movie even better!

Charlie, Max, and ATOM... they made a great team!!

Robot might not just a robot, they have emotions too..

surprisingly, this kid caught every audiences' attention, leaving a very good impression of this kid. a very intelligent, genius kid!!hope to see more of him in future!

well, if you haven't watch it, get urself a ticket then, it worth your money back ;-)

I would call that a "blessed trip 2011"

2011-10-13T22:07:00.008+08:00

I couldn't belief that i m actually this lucky to have this bunch of friends...

they are simply the best UK mates i could ever have!

Back in May 2011, which is 4 months ago, to be honest with you,

i m worried, i m afraid, i m not sure of what will happen in the next few months, i m not sure if i could cope well with new environment, new course of studies, and new friend.

SO many uncertainties!!!

Out of fears, i choose to go...and 4 months later, found that i m a richer man than i am four months ago!i gained new friendships

friends make the best out of my 4months memories in oversea.

we always do things together, we had our hair cut session together, we play in the rain together, and we always dine together too!!!

4 months in outstation, without Malaysian food... i wonder if i can still survive!?

4 months in outstation, i made my worse intends to have maggi and bread as my meal, take a pack of ready-to-eat rice once in a blue-moon perhaps.

But, i was blessed that i get to take rice for dinner everyday (i been always grateful for that, and i been posting the same thing back in June post)

Eggs for breakfast, sandwich for lunch, and a proper 3 dishes dinner every night.

that's what we do every morning, which is to prepare our lunch box to school...

and i got my duty to do every morning (only if i don't skip class)

i will have to walk along the corridor,knock on every doors, whispering "wake up..wake up..time up...time up..."

keep on whispering until they give me respond "hmmm........."

sometimes, i will get back to my bed after carry out my duty!!

it's so warm hiding inside my blanket and trust me, you won't want to get yourself out of it, ESPECIALLY early in the morning!!

so, preparing lunch box and taking breakfast was kind of a rush everyday!

chen chen is a very nice cooker, the best among us i guess, the chef for us to refer to!

her dad is a chef..

wao..well, now everything make sense right?that's what make her a really "kick ass" cooker here!

dad always told daughter:"you jangan mempersiasuikan saya ya!"

well, all i can say is: "uncle, you trained your daughter very well!!"

every once in awhile, we will have dinner together.

remember we having a hair cut session together for 1 whole evening,

so 1 house cut hair( ya, a hair saloon our kitchen become; me and CJ were the hairstylist of the day), 1 house get the dinner ready. so by the time we finish the hair cut,

the dinner is prepared!! this is how cooperate we are.

Chen always come out with new ideas.

"lets cook chicken chop this week", "lets have bak kut teh next week", "do you guys want to eat nasi lemak?!"

Hence, we got ourselves a very AWESOME Menu to choose what we want to eat!!

and we even got our own home-made "chicken rice"!!

we get to eat "bak kut teh", "herbal chicken" too!!!

oh, i m so starving right now!!

i really like them all, i love them!! they all re very caring person!!

always make sure that everyone gets sufficient portion of food...

No one gets behind!!

in such a cold weather in UK, Tomyam is the best solution.

everyone of us sweat like mother like son!!!but still, we love having tomyam steamboat!!

we don't mind making it weekly...

just the preparation that scares us!!

when i mean chicken chop, it doesn't mean that there will be just a chop on the plate ONLY.

it always come with whole set, with additional side dishes(free loading whenever you finish it as we have plenty left). drinks and dessert were on the list too, which i thought it was way over what we can take!!

so that's why, most of us gained weight!!

Nasi Lemak in UK?!?!possible?! Yup, with my lovely friend, YES, anything you named it you get to eat it!!

rush to buy groceries together after class.

and start working together to get the Nasi Lemak dinner settle ASAP!!

and then, 9-10 of us squeeze into 1 small table...

enjoying our delicious dinner...

so this few weeks when i look at the picture i took during this 4months...

i realized that, it's not about where i've traveled to that leave me a deep, wonderful memories.

it's about all the time I've spent with my friends together that makes the whole 4months study trip even more meaningful!

every now and then when i see all those pictures about all of us doing things together, i smiled.

i m really glad, and i m deeply grateful with what i have there!

though i m budgeted in terms of cash, but God makes me a wealthy person there!

Amen!

Steve Jobs Stanford commencement speech 2005

2011-10-06T19:01:00.002+08:00

You've got to find what you love, Jobs says

This is a prepared text of the Commencement address delivered by Steve Jobs, CEO of Apple Computer and of Pixar Animation Studios, on June 12, 2005.

I am honored to be with you today at your commencement from one of the finest universities in the world. I never graduated from college. Truth be told, this is the closest I've ever gotten to a college graduation. Today I want to tell you three stories from my life. That's it. No big deal. Just three stories.

The first story is about connecting the dots.

I dropped out of Reed College after the first 6 months, but then stayed around as a drop-in for another 18 months or so before I really quit. So why did I drop out?

It started before I was born. My biological mother was a young, unwed college graduate student, and she decided to put me up for adoption. She felt very strongly that I should be adopted by college graduates, so everything was all set for me to be adopted at birth by a lawyer and his wife. Except that when I popped out they decided at the last minute that they really wanted a girl. So my parents, who were on a waiting list, got a call in the middle of the night asking: "We have an unexpected baby boy; do you want him?" They said: "Of course." My biological mother later found out that my mother had never graduated from college and that my father had never graduated from high school. She refused to sign the final adoption papers. She only relented a few months later when my parents promised that I would someday go to college.

And 17 years later I did go to college. But I naively chose a college that was almost as expensive as Stanford, and all of my working-class parents' savings were being spent on my college tuition. After six months, I couldn't see the value in it. I had no idea what I wanted to do with my life and no idea how college was going to help me figure it out. And here I was spending all of the money my parents had saved their entire life. So I decided to drop out and trust that it would all work out OK. It was pretty scary at the time, but looking back it was one of the best decisions I ever made. The minute I dropped out I could stop taking the required classes that didn't interest me, and begin dropping in on the ones that looked interesting.

It wasn't all romantic. I didn't have a dorm room, so I slept on the floor in friends' rooms, I returned coke bottles for the 5¢ deposits to buy food with, and I would walk the 7 miles across town every Sunday night to get one good meal a week at the Hare Krishna temple. I loved it. And much of what I stumbled into by following my curiosity and intuition turned out to be priceless later on. Let me give you one example:

Reed College at that time offered perhaps the best calligraphy instruction in the country. Throughout the campus every poster, every label on every drawer, was beautifully hand calligraphed. Because I had dropped out and didn't have to take the normal classes, I decided to take a calligraphy class to learn how to do this. I learned about serif and san serif typefaces, about varying the amount of space between different letter combinations, about what makes great typography great. It was beautiful, historical, artistically subtle in a way that science can't capture, and I found it fascinating.

None of this had even a hope of any practical application in my life. But ten years later, when we were designing the first Macintosh computer, it all came back to me. And we designed it all into the Mac. It was the first computer with beautiful typography. If I had never dropped in on that single course in college, the Mac would have never had multiple typefaces or proportionally spaced fonts. And since Windows just copied the Mac, it's likely that no personal computer would have them. If I had never dropped out, I would have never dropped in on this calligraphy class, and personal computers might not have the wonderful typography that they do. Of course it was impossible to connect the dots looking forward when I was in college. But it was very, very clear looking backwards ten years later.

Again, you can't connect the dots looking forward; you can only connect them looking backwards. So you have to trust that the dots will somehow connect in your future. You have to trust in something — your gut, destiny, life, karma, whatever. This approach has never let me down, and it has made all the difference in my life.

My second story is about love and loss.

I was lucky — I found what I loved to do early in life. Woz and I started Apple in my parents garage when I was 20. We worked hard, and in 10 years Apple had grown from just the two of us in a garage into a $2 billion company with over 4000 employees. We had just released our finest creation — the Macintosh — a year earlier, and I had just turned 30. And then I got fired. How can you get fired from a company you started? Well, as Apple grew we hired someone who I thought was very talented to run the company with me, and for the first year or so things went well. But then our visions of the future began to diverge and eventually we had a falling out. When we did, our Board of Directors sided with him. So at 30 I was out. And very publicly out. What had been the focus of my entire adult life was gone, and it was devastating.

I really didn't know what to do for a few months. I felt that I had let the previous generation of entrepreneurs down - that I had dropped the baton as it was being passed to me. I met with David Packard and Bob Noyce and tried to apologize for screwing up so badly. I was a very public failure, and I even thought about running away from the valley. But something slowly began to dawn on me — I still loved what I did. The turn of events at Apple had not changed that one bit. I had been rejected, but I was still in love. And so I decided to start over.

I didn't see it then, but it turned out that getting fired from Apple was the best thing that could have ever happened to me. The heaviness of being successful was replaced by the lightness of being a beginner again, less sure about everything. It freed me to enter one of the most creative periods of my life.

During the next five years, I started a company named NeXT, another company named Pixar, and fell in love with an amazing woman who would become my wife. Pixar went on to create the worlds first computer animated feature film, Toy Story, and is now the most successful animation studio in the world. In a remarkable turn of events, Apple bought NeXT, I returned to Apple, and the technology we developed at NeXT is at the heart of Apple's current renaissance. And Laurene and I have a wonderful family together.

I'm pretty sure none of this would have happened if I hadn't been fired from Apple. It was awful tasting medicine, but I guess the patient needed it. Sometimes life hits you in the head with a brick. Don't lose faith. I'm convinced that the only thing that kept me going was that I loved what I did. You've got to find what you love. And that is as true for your work as it is for your lovers. Your work is going to fill a large part of your life, and the only way to be truly satisfied is to do what you believe is great work. And the only way to do great work is to love what you do. If you haven't found it yet, keep looking. Don't settle. As with all matters of the heart, you'll know when you find it. And, like any great relationship, it just gets better and better as the years roll on. So keep looking until you find it. Don't settle.

My third story is about death.

When I was 17, I read a quote that went something like: "If you live each day as if it was your last, someday you'll most certainly be right." It made an impression on me, and since then, for the past 33 years, I have looked in the mirror every morning and asked myself: "If today were the last day of my life, would I want to do what I am about to do today?" And whenever the answer has been "No" for too many days in a row, I know I need to change something.

Remembering that I'll be dead soon is the most important tool I've ever encountered to help me make the big choices in life. Because almost everything — all external expectations, all pride, all fear of embarrassment or failure - these things just fall away in the face of death, leaving only what is truly important. Remembering that you are going to die is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking you have something to lose. You are already naked. There is no reason not to follow your heart.

About a year ago I was diagnosed with cancer. I had a scan at 7:30 in the morning, and it clearly showed a tumor on my pancreas. I didn't even know what a pancreas was. The doctors told me this was almost certainly a type of cancer that is incurable, and that I should expect to live no longer than three to six months. My doctor advised me to go home and get my affairs in order, which is doctor's code for prepare to die. It means to try to tell your kids everything you thought you'd have the next 10 years to tell them in just a few months. It means to make sure everything is buttoned up so that it will be as easy as possible for your family. It means to say your goodbyes.

I lived with that diagnosis all day. Later that evening I had a biopsy, where they stuck an endoscope down my throat, through my stomach and into my intestines, put a needle into my pancreas and got a few cells from the tumor. I was sedated, but my wife, who was there, told me that when they viewed the cells under a microscope the doctors started crying because it turned out to be a very rare form of pancreatic cancer that is curable with surgery. I had the surgery and I'm fine now.

This was the closest I've been to facing death, and I hope it's the closest I get for a few more decades. Having lived through it, I can now say this to you with a bit more certainty than when death was a useful but purely intellectual concept:

No one wants to die. Even people who want to go to heaven don't want to die to get there. And yet death is the destination we all share. No one has ever escaped it. And that is as it should be, because Death is very likely the single best invention of Life. It is Life's change agent. It clears out the old to make way for the new. Right now the new is you, but someday not too long from now, you will gradually become the old and be cleared away. Sorry to be so dramatic, but it is quite true.

Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma — which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of others' opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.

When I was young, there was an amazing publication called The Whole Earth Catalog, which was one of the bibles of my generation. It was created by a fellow named Stewart Brand not far from here in Menlo Park, and he brought it to life with his poetic touch. This was in the late 1960's, before personal computers and desktop publishing, so it was all made with typewriters, scissors, and polaroid cameras. It was sort of like Google in paperback form, 35 years before Google came along: it was idealistic, and overflowing with neat tools and great notions.

Stewart and his team put out several issues of The Whole Earth Catalog, and then when it had run its course, they put out a final issue. It was the mid-1970s, and I was your age. On the back cover of their final issue was a photograph of an early morning country road, the kind you might find yourself hitchhiking on if you were so adventurous. Beneath it were the words: "Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish." It was their farewell message as they signed off. Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish. And I have always wished that for myself. And now, as you graduate to begin anew, I wish that for you.

Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish.

Good Morning.

2011-09-19T07:32:00.001+08:00

What it really means?!?

G-od
O-ffers us His
O-utstanding
D-evotion to

M-ake us
O-bedient &
R-eady for a
N-ew day with Him.
I-nspire others please, and
N-ever forget
G-od loves you!

HAVE A BLESSED DAY!

Day back to Theatre of Dreams

2011-08-09T04:12:00.009+08:00

If there were any day i were to remember for life, THIS IS IT!!!
months ago we're planning to Old Trafford for live football match...
and there Paul Scholes testimonial comes in.
we chosen the testimonial game over EPL season start match.
The reason behind is that it was Uncle Paul last day in Manchester United shirt, and i been watching him in action over years, he finally call off his time as a professional football player.
It's very honour, that we can attend this testimonial retirement match of whom we been following since our young age.
well, without him, Manchester United gonna be so different this season.!

The city of Manchester was so different during the match day. most of the people are wearing jersey, and the whole city are packed than usual.
but at the evening, city goes empty. why?
because everyone are heading to Old Trafford.
can u see how far is the stadium from here? people part really really far from the stadium as to avoid serious traffic jam.

everyone's walking...so does "Little Rooney" now we are getting closer..

and finally we arrive at the doorstep of Old Trafford.

devils' fan everywhere..from the back figure, you know this fellow is not the real SCHOLESred hair Devilas we try to get into the stadium, we squeeze across the the crowd. North stand, getting ourselve to our seats!the fans are watching the live broadcasting interview with Mr. Eric Cantona (famously known as King of United)

and the next moment, i found myself walking in the tunnel, hearing the crowd cheering and singing loud outside.

By the end of the tunnel, YES I AM IN THE THEATRE OF DREAMS, WITH 75,000 MANCHESTER UNITED FANS, CHEERING FOR THE SAME REASON, AND SINGING THE SAME SONG!

honestly, i m very overwhelming. if i m not smilling, i m crying then.. =)

a simple song that keeps everyone sing along!

"take me home...United road...to the place...where i belong..."

now i begin to understand why it was called the "Theatre of Dreams"!!

everyone is waiting the match to start.full house!New York Cosmos team were made up of all sort of retired star players.

( Fabio Cannavaro, York, Salgado, Robert Pires, Vieira, Nicky Butt, Wayne Bridge,Gary Neville, Robbie Keane and other star man)oohh...ya..during the half-time break, the cute Red Devil entertain the crowd.

and the most exciting part remain this moment!

not far from us, there was a dude, standing up shouting at our direction.

wonder what was wrong with him, but not long after that, WE KNOW EXACTLY WHAT HE WAS SHOUTING FOR!! A WAVES!!

ok! that was cool isn't it?!?after they getting our attention, they start the wave.

but too bad, it doesn't work..

and the 3rd time, here is the result!!

As soon as the wave came bc to us, Manchester United scored the 4th goal!

and we didn't even realise it until we saw the scoreboard

the game has come to the end, with the impressive result.

and now, it's time for us to give the United legend a STANDING OVATION! and waving the Red printed flag.

Scholes and his wife and kids waving to the crowd, to bid goodbye to all fans!sure he will always be remembered!

Memorable night ever!!

Stress free weekend.

2011-08-08T06:01:00.009+08:00

Over this week, I've enjoyed my leisure quite well.
i been watching some old and new movies.
but, old movie still the best.
found this movie from my friend, shows few years ago.
very interesting movie to watch...
how's a guy suppose to be maid of honor??

the very 1st thing comes in mind, people always think "definitely he is GAY"
lolx...
ya, my type of movie i guess. love it!

Kenny's birthday in UK

2011-08-08T04:37:00.004+08:00

Cant believe i had actually off blogging for month!
these 2 weeks we were very free as there is NO coursework deadline to cope with.
and we begin to feel that we are finally getting to enjoy our "summer programme"

back in the mid of july, we had our best house party so far, for our oldest tai lou birthday.
well, it's kenny birthday. how old is he?!!you might want to start guessing, but i bet u wont get it right, because the look doesn't compatible with the age!(hint)

a night before that, few of us had already start preparing the dishes, starting to cook the soup over night as we are having steambot dinner. some simple decoration for our home unit.

the birthday boy was too excited as he goes around to peep on what we are doing...

the birthday hat designed by the ladies.

tomyam soup. afterall, it was not easy to get spicy food in UK?!
in such a cold weather here, tomyam is favour to us all!

the custom made birthday by the ladies as well:alicia,CJ,Chen, and Chinmake a wish....make a wish.....don't be shy...see how happy he was, as he owned the 2 cakes!! ;-) the food is too delicious as he was too focus and absolutely had no idea with what happen behind him

4 of us...best friend here...who always cook together, walk to university, and shopping as well. (of course we don't sleep together or bath together xD)

never once we got a full attendance as some always missing in action, but this and it's the only picture we got here so far, with full attendance.

ladies and gentlemen, proudly present you, my cute classmates!! 16 in total.

Fail to plan?

2011-07-14T06:24:00.002+08:00

the exam last week wasn't doing very well.
not knowing exactly what should i revise...
perhaps lazy was the excuse for that...
but, friends said I tried harder than them?!?!
perhaps i do much on the catching up?
or i plan to fail?!
I guess i'd failed to plan....

met up with a friend of mine last few days, who visiting Liverpool for 2nd time.
we spent some precious time together all day long, walking through the city, and the dock.
my friend him, living here for quite some time.
i wonder how he could adapt so well here...
no doubt he had some hard time here.
but at least now he is do fine.
how he did that?!?!
Persistency, Determination, Aspiration,Willingness,Diligence..
if you want to learn, everyday is a learning process, step out and do it.

he was right.
I wanted to learn, and i m eager to learn...
I always told myself that beneath me, i m more!I can do that too!
out of fear i need to TRY.
yesterday was history and lesson to learn,
that's why i need to make things right, correct all the mistakes
and ready for tomorrow's msytery.
This subject, i guess we all should see ourselves as real Project Manager instead,
trying to run the event successfully!
oh yes we can. :-)

Henry, the Helper

2011-07-06T06:16:00.003+08:00

Well, meet my friend Henry.
he has a long long nose, as long as an elephant trunk...
he is very strong, but not in terms of carrying heavy weighted items like what mighty elephant did..
he sucks everything into his stomach...
ops, i just found my stocking in his dump(xD kidding)
big eyes, that even a tiny little dust cannot escape from being vacuumed. with the help of Henry,
i can now tidy up my room in a timely fashion, just before inspection take place. ops...

Everyone, say hi to Henry, the vacuum machine! =)

living abroad..

2011-07-03T06:52:00.008+08:00

As one's always say, Home is the best shelter, best place on earth, and there is no place like HOME!
It's been one month exact since i living home country about 7000miles..
and i am finally adapting well though.

1st paper was done 2 weeks back...that's my 1st exam after a year "study free" life.
and what i realised is that, you have to always study, learn new things; the moment you stop learning, things will start going backward. that's what happening to me!
but glad that i get the chance to realising it and rectify the wrong!

lets talk about my 1st paper, i was so nervous!!my hands are shaking, my palms were sweat!
but the more i write, the more comfort i felt...the time is short, hasn't been able to complete all 3 question in 2 hours. but do hope that everything could be fine.

these are my classmates and lecturers for Human Resource Management.

2nd subject re kind of rush...assignment is done!..but the exam is on coming friday...
wednesday will be doing some site visit to Jaguar Car.

staying outside isn't being easy.especially when you re alone.
but i m totally surprised that i wouldn't have to be alone here.
i get ex-classmate to get through with me.
and i got new bunch of friends.
friends always make life goes easier!!!(ofcz, there is friend who give you hard times too...but why bothered??)

after slping over 13hours, we decided to went out for a walk during the 2nd day of our arrival.
and this is what we ate, the hotdog from green van behind. :-) As previously been told by lyn, we ll be given Subway coupon worth 5pounds.
having our Subway on streets! madness in malaysia, but everyone doing that way.

tis is our living room+dining room+kitchen.

usually i take bread for lunch...and maggi for dinner.sometimes, buy some salad from tesco...but.....starves again after 1 hour!

if I were to feel grateful for 1 thing i experienced by far, i would thank God for giving me all these understanding, fun, cool, great cooker, helping housemates-classmates.

we do things together, cook together, learn how to cook together, we walked to sch together, we buy groceries together, carrying those groceries bc by walking 45mins.

we even get to drink 凉茶 when one is feeling sick... barbeque by the corridoor was even fun!

felt blessed staying with them SIMPLY BECAUSE.....every night we got HUGE PLATE of RICE to eat!!!!!!what more could i ask for?!?!?!

I was the 1st cooker for everyone. Set a role model, a standards for them to follow perhaps?!!haha...that's what we had for our 1st dinner. look nice isn't it?!?it taste even better!!the 3 juniors are close friends of mine, together with brother kenny here, we could share some talks all night long...the seats are fixed, where u sitting at, u will be sitting there for months!

and their cooking skills are getting better and better...

1st they call me sifu...

now i refer bc to them when i need to cook something.

always working together to get dinner done in 1 hour! fantastic! sometimes we do some joint dinner, whereby classmates co-neighbour come and cook at our hostel.
and it's not just look good!! it's very delicious!!!

and as what we always said here, is that, Dinner made us feels like HOME again...

little updates on my way from Dubai.

2011-06-05T06:28:00.003+08:00

hardly get any sleep in the plane as the the seat are too small for a giant like me...
the main reason was, there's been lots of Malay in the plane and they re all awake at 5am something...walking here and there, talking...
and i was just hardly get myself in sleep at 4am!
i had some bad experience arriving at Dubai airport about 7am.
while i was waiting for to transit, felt disappointed as i saw the morning newspaper at airport that Manchester lose in champion league against barca again...
i was so looking forward to manchester,probably a good news that Man.United had won the Champion League for the 4th time at the morning! but it didnt happen that way.
congratz to barcelona..
probably the really are the best team in world now.
that no 1 could ever match their performance level.

by knowing the bad news...
i'm just even more down, tired, uncertain, and worried!!
trust me, i have tons of thing to worried about at that moment...
i just hope that i could quickly get bc to my hostel safe and sound.
found our AirBus. and yes, this is few times bigger plane compared the the 1 we took from MAS to Dubai.good buy dubai...and say Hi to Manchester! this is the air stewardess who serving us all the way.

p/s~the 1st day was terrible, awkful, sickening, horrible...anything, you name it!
for a moment i felt thousand regrets for making decision to come all the way long to this strange place. i'm sad and miss my home!! =(

but then, i open my little booklet, i found this..."Be strong and very courageous", God says: "I will be with you. I won't give up on you and I won't leave you. I will be with you every step you take."

and yes...it comforts me!

The Arrival.

2011-06-01T14:04:00.002+08:00

ohh..i miss home already.
and only pictures will able to comfort me now.
looking back those pictures i took all the way from home country to here, it's been exciting.
feeling lost all the time, but thanks to some guidance,we managed to get our own ass to LIVERPOOL now!
the jet lag made me uneasy...
and the crazy weather, so does the crazy night and day.
the Moon only work for 6hours a day?!?!
and the Sun has to work Overtime everyday?!
as i remembered, i don't really see the sky turns dark on my 1st day here.
because when i went on bed at 9pm, it's still shines brightly...
and when i woke up at 4am, It'ssssss already there...
what a hardworking Sun here...
and...FYI,
still adapting myself to the environmental change.
i was enfeebled by the cold.
but knowing that i shall come back stronger... ;-)
no worries.

thanks to effy, kaevin, and lyn.mom looks shocked?!?!lol...we just walked here and there blindly...finally, we re getting on board... and here we are, in Manchester Airport. =)

He no longer as handsome as before.

2011-05-10T22:48:00.003+08:00

Few years back when i first get my motor licence,
i was so excited,
and we re discussing about whether dad will buy us any motorbike or we gonna have to "inherent" his old bike, like the oldest of the OLD!
but out of our expectation, dad bought a renowned Yamaha 125z from a friend for us, as a transportation vehicle for me and bro.
though it was a 2nd handed vehicle at the age of 1 year old at the time we bought it,
it looks marvellous!!
it looks handsome!!
it looks AWESOME!!
when i ride it to school, i could see fellow schoolmates' envious eyes looking at me.
all my friend says how could you be so lucky to riding on 1 of those Yamaha ya!
it make me looks cooler whenever i m riding it...
and when my dad on it?!?!
my friend said:
walaoooo eh....uncle yeng lo!!!
yes, it make him looks younger!haha...

once in a while, i could spend my whole saturday morning just to wash it until it looks as clean as ...ermmm...Ruby?Crystal?Iceberg?whatever it's like, you know it's very clean will do..

as time goes by...slowly...i m getting lazier, and it getting dirtier...
but i always love it, and it never change over years...
and there is one day i asked my dad,
"why didn't any of you wash it during my 2 years tenure in KL?"
and dad told me this...
"i purposely let it that way,to safe it from the eyes of those villians, criminal who try to steal it...you don't go and wash it all over ya!otherwise you will caught ppl's attention.."

then i gave a respond sort of OHHH..I SEE...
and i thought, aren't we too paranoid for thinking that way??
but for the safety of my precious, i listened!

every now and then, we heard of ppl lost their vehicle overnight.
and we are so glad that, nothing had happen on ours.
but didn't happen doesn't implying that it won't.
almost 10 years we been staying here...
and we had never thought that one day in the morning we will have to face this.....

for a moment it breaks my heart...

though now we had it repaired...
but, it's not the same anymore...sadly.

Happy Mothers' Day!

2011-05-10T00:15:00.005+08:00

erm...i am not sure of how i would ve begin with this post.
well let me have a try.
Every 2nd week of the month of May was a day to all mothers in the world.
If you're a grandma, then yes, this is your day, because you are a mother.
If you're a teenage mom, yes, this is Also your day, because you are a mother of your infant child.
As for our mom, yes, for us calling her mom here, this is her day too, ~~Happy birthday Mom?!?!

WRONG!!

It's Happy Mothers' Day Mom! thats what we meant it!

Previous years, it was always dad who paid the bill for the dinner treats.
whereas us, the kido, will just enjoy the treats.
But this year, we had our Mothers' Day celebration a week ahead as to avoiding the crowd.
Get parents to try Friday for the 1st time...and guess what,
this time, I m the one who pay the bill, well...guess i m a grown-up now.
sorry bro, you didn't get to enjoy the food with us...hope u enjoy your maggi in KL while having ur exam la!all the best....
hhahaha...
sometimes, i just feel excited, and happy to treat my parents...
it's not about spending big or wasting much money on luxury life as they've thought.
it's all but showing my appreciation to them, for raising us...
I'm glad, and i m grateful that i m able to spent time with my parents...
and i'm certainly hope that i will be doing the same for many years to come. =)

dad and mom are waiting impatiently as we re sooooo hungry and they take way too long to serve us the meal.well...it should be the sons holding the "thanks mom". but 1 in KL, 1 holding cam..
well, mom, you know we meant it.hahaha...btw, hows parents spec looks?Fashion isn't it??!!
lol...
the other day i told my colleague,

"hey ur new spec looked exactly same as my parents' one...nice looo.."
"heyyyy.....don't be so sarcastic ya you!"
"what?!!...i m just telling the truth wow......"

sighs...what to do.....they just don't buy it....i m just telling the true...see...now innocent i was.
well...here comes the food presentation.

the mid-well steak the Ribs...

and the grilled chicken.

people been saying that Victoria Station serve a better steak...

hmmm....maybe next time la then.

What's Next??!

2011-04-10T16:15:00.005+08:00

i saw all my friends are doing good. they starting to blended in to their working life. they are doing well, they are doing great.. and then i look at myself. i just tendered my resignation letter. quit from my current position. i always mind my surrounding, see if people were enjoying what they re doing. see if people satisfying with what they do for their living. see if there are any opportunities in the foreseeable future. people said that every door will lead you to a different path, some will eventually lead you to your perfect world, but only if you choosen the RIGHT door. there is a saying: Life is too short for a wrong job. i wasted a year.Seriously i had wasted it for nothing. people said: no, u are not wasting it because u got your plan. but people who know me, like my bro does, they know i m not happy with what i m doing. i m so underachieving! well, now i have couple of months to figure out where my next destination fall. but before that comes, i do really hopes that every plans for the next 5months with fall accordingly. Plan will always remain as a plan unless i start actualizing it. Out of fear, i take my step. so how about u? are u satisfied with what you do for living now?!

hey, i m just that into you

2011-03-31T22:51:00.006+08:00

sometimes, i thk we are funny.

we re just too funny...

she might be "my sassy girl"

she might be a little impudent sometimes...

especially whn she push me away, and next thing u hear "get ur face off of me!!!"

ops....

and me?

i just don't sit quietly..

i m hyper active sometimes..haha...

i just can't help myself but to make her angry,and then i will indulge her anyway.. ;-)

BUT that's what unique about us rite?!!

and today, she told me....

she said: tomorrow i m coming bc, but lets not meet up le k?!!

and i said: alright, i shall wait for your call then...rite?!?!

so what is her respond??

lol...why dont you tell me??

why do i do what i do

2011-03-29T21:57:00.002+08:00

i read an article from my "daily bread", and it draw my attention

~Why Do I Do What I Do~

people wondering why i post this on my Facebook wall.

why? can you tell me why? what would be your answer for this?

shall it start with "because....bla bla bla????"

yes, anything could be its answer.

from my view, it is not a question. But instead, it is a REMINDER for me, for everyone else out there!

serving as different reminders for each one of you.

you see, it's not just about do things and get things done blindly.

sometimes i lost myself in the mid way of doing something

which is why i need to STOP, take a break,

and then ask myself, what is the purpose of doing what i do?

I'm number 2.3

2011-03-08T21:55:00.015+08:00

few months ago, my brother and one of my friend faked their D.O.B on Facebook. they do it in purpose just to see how many of their friends actually REALLy remember their birthday...(attention seekers i guess they are.) and me?! many doesn't know... and many are asking me, why why why why!??why Facebook doesn't show Notification at all?! haha. Yes, i faked my Date Of Birth on Facebook. ONLY to see WHO HAs FORGOTTEN my Birthday! and guess what, the result is Pathetic!(Only get 5-6 birthday wishes on the eve?!!!) it proved that PEOPLE are way too relying on FACEBOOK NOTIFICATION! of course, people didn't wish doesn't mean they forget sometimes... So what i'm saying is... YOU SHOULD TRY THIS TOO. Agree?? haha.. ok, it's been 2 years i never had my birthday celebrate in Penang. it's been 2 years where mom and dad never get to wish me in person. so how my birthday goes for the past 2 years?! WORKING MY ASS OFF!! and MEANTIME ENJOYING OVERTIME WORKs!! there is a clue for you if you realised that, on my birthday itself, i m quiet than usual as if i'm a THIEF sSsshhh.... BUT no matter how silence i being.... they still know!!!hahaha...guess thats what true friends make for? year 1 1st month working with my previous company. my 21st birthday...thanks to Vivian who spied my D.O.B while preparing my document. "nonononono...!!!what are you guyz doing?!!how did you guyz find out!!!??!" I'm Surprised! 2nd year, what a prank on me!! whenever i recall back the whole incident, I SMILED! we re all so tired working day and night, it's good that they have fun, by pranking me... oh, and there is something inevitable. which is.... (FACE NEED CAKES)

and this year, haha...back to the old tradition, mom and dad wish me! ;-) wuuuuhhhhooooo... and i m bc to the GENG!

craziest KTV session with friends.

we just can't stop laughing for whole night.

these are the guys, with handsomeness, they are the awesomeness MEN!

hahaha...seriously, thanks for their treats! they are simply AWEsSsOmMEEE!

ok lets talk about the surprise of the year.

im im told me that she is still in KL, and will be bc on thursday nite, but she will be out for haircut as we ll having a dinner on fri nite.

As i been told that she is still in Ipoh, well, with the DEPARTING TIME given, i have NO doubt, ZERO suspect!

now i can tell you that the TIME given was a DIVERSION!(she succeed!)

and then she called, saying that she was at my house right after the moment she told me that she is still at Ipoh. check the conversation:

me: i tot you re at ipoh?

im: no i m at your house now, come down now!

me: haha...not funny, u wait la..i change cloth 1st.(i m still lying on bed, but she hang my fon and she seems like really waiting me already!so i called!!)

me: WEIIIIII, you serious ar?

im: ya la!you fast fast come down la!

me: okok i come down

(so when i come down, i just don't see her shadow...so i called again)

me: hahahhaa...i m at downstair now, but i dun see u, so i guess u gonna ask me to go up again rite?!

im: i m at there ok..., dont you see me?!?!?

AHHHHHHH....i just cant stop laughing...haha...

yes, she was there, to surprise me.

and yes, weiiiii, you got me! ;-)

and of course,

kaevin, thanks for you breakfast treat! have a wonderful morning talks with you for 4 hours.Lolx

Sally, thanks for your gifts.

and my little cousin KerYing, thanks for the very own design CUP!

gosh...it's so late now...

get on bed!!!!

i think i'm extreamely tired. Now i Know my limits!

2011-03-07T22:37:00.005+08:00

well,i had fully occupied my weekend last week.
it's meaningful, yet very tiring!
was told that Friday night will have a gathering with my secondary schoolmates.
it's been a year ago i think, since our last met.
out of surprise, we are still as close as before.
tagged along effy to the gathering, as i was thinking that, it's good for all my friend to be linked with each other.
well, they coped very well.

so at the end of the night, just realised that they are going for hiking in the next morning.

So i DID join them for the Saturday morning session.
waooo, recalled those time we hike penang hill together, it's been 4 years ago i think!
isn't it?!

honestly, it was a great morning, we didnt wasted a wonderful morning.
exercise, chatting, and having brunch together is the most enjoyable things to do, with a bunch of friends. Awesome!

later in the evening, happened to join my friend for football with his team for the very 1st time.
no doubt i Caught people attentions with an impressive performance(6 - 6, contributes 3 goals 3 assists).
BUT, the all the compliments goes to Yichong(the opponent keeper) as he was the Hero of the day.
without him, we could win the game easily rather than drawing the game.
he denied tons of goal attempts!
yup, no doubt he is now improved! keep up the good work mate!

soon after the tiring game, received a bad news, that cheekhong's granny passed away.
chee khong was one of my oldest friend, oldest of the old. and ofcz, i knw his granny when i was in primary. so i pay ck a visit.

Sunday always the busiest.
all the routines from morning to evening.
and ofcz, futbal again. No, i m not overly obssessed in football.
i just wanted to grab all the time i left to play along with the geng...the chances of playing together might getting lesser and lesser as time goes by.
and then after the futball match, only we get to knw that, "datuk" ah fung, has been hired to work as a chef in Macau! and leaving on Monday.
so we all came out, sembang together with him at mamak.
all the best to him !
back then, he's been a great friend of mine when i m in KL, always bring me here and there, and offer helps when i needed. ofcz, my KL friends were always been gracious to me!

i m too packed!
i need 30 hours a day. 24hours is absolutely not enough!
i need a good sleep.
i felt wrong with my body now, realised that i overly exhausted!!
Yup, knowing parent, bro and imie would worry about me. Sorry, now i knw where is my limits, so next time i will be more careful i promise.

and, yup i guess some of my friends already knew that i m now attached.
Imie and I, had been together for few months. find it Hard to believe?! unbelievable?!surprised??
haha...regardless of how you think or feel, just deal with it la k, thats the fact! hehehe.
Ermm, we are doing well at the moment with... long distance relationship, and hoping we could do better in future ofcz.

as i needed a good rest,
the good rest start from now.

Birthday Celeb.

2011-03-01T20:58:00.002+08:00

1st, let's just take a look at the picture
it was taken 3 years ago i guess.
back then, we just completed our diploma course.
having dinner together before heading KL for adv diploma.
see? we re so fresh, so young, so confuse, so blur and ofcz, nevertheless, handsome and cute. hahaha..

you see,
time flies isn't it?
the last time we take picture together was 3 years ago.
and today, 3 years later, all are now working adults.
back then when we leave penang to KL, some are left behind for some reason.
but now, i can see that everyone re doing great right now.
all my friends passed their result with flying colours. Sensational!
and the last one gonna graduate very soon. goodluck bro.

come, see this picture again...
any different?(yea right, it looks blur than the previous 1.)
people changed isn't it?
Yes, it does. People changed. we are now looked even smarter.LOL.
cut the crap.
in terms of look, of course there are more.
the way we talk,
the way we think,
the way we handle things.

one thing remain unchange, 6 of us, still 6 of us, always in touch with each other.
too bad the ladies like kak ping and uwa couldn't join us.

happy birthday to our tai lou, teh meng kai.

he is the oldest of the old.

Mr.yeoh kok lim thrown us a formal proposal as to plan for the dinner.

despite starving for hour waiting friends arrival(it's a bad habit), we enjoyed.!

overall, really having a good time together, and the dinner was good.

there are few climax of the night to be reminded:

1st,

yeoh: ok cake is here now, so you want us to sing for u, or u sing for urself, or u want the restaurant crew to sing for u? LMAO

2nd,

me: call his girlfriend Ms.Tan and make her sing for him!(ops, i shut up after throwing the idea)

but eventually we made the call too...haha..

back from death.

2011-02-24T20:58:00.004+08:00

waoooo, it's been months ago since my last update here.

there're been so many good things, good memories to be blog about, but was kinda lack of good time management, should really allocate some time for this little corner from today onwards.

Start with the wedding of my cousin brother.

The one and only grandson from Tay family has finally married!

it's been a really great night, that all the relatives are having fun, get along very very well.

bride and groom re singing on stage!

it's very entertaining.

Hereby, wishing the new married couple.. ...ermm......

hey, how/what do people usually wish and say to the newly married bride and groom ya??!!

i have no idea at all!!!!Any in english?!??

hahahah... wishing them live happily ever after?!?!?!?!

uncle-uncle are so happy...see?!?! toasts to each other!!! YIIIAAAAMMMMMM...SEEENNNGG!!bottoms-up!!!a joint of cousins, aunts, and dad.cousin xuan with fat little niece, qing, me and Cheekang! auntie-auntie, uncle-uncle, cousins, groom and bride.

some happy moment to share.....

a story to share...

2011-01-26T01:08:00.002+08:00

since i cant slp, let me just share a joke here.

found tis interesting article people shared af facebook. so here goes the story:

A Chinese man walks into a bank in New York City and asks for the loan officer. He tells the loan officer that he is going to China on business for two weeks and needs to borrow $5,000.

The bank officer tells him that the bank will need some form of security for the loan, so the Chinese man hands over the keys to a new Ferrari parked on the street in front of the bank. He produces the title and everything checks out.

The Loan officer agrees to accept the car as collateral for the loan. The bank's president and its officers all enjoy a good laugh at the Chinese for using a $250,000 Ferrari as collateral against a $5,000 loan.

An employee of the bank then drives the Ferrari into the bank's underground garage and parks it there.

Two weeks later, the Chinese returns, repays the $5,000 and the interest, which comes to $15.41.

The loan officer says, 'Sir, we are very happy to have had your business, and this transaction has worked out very nicely, but we are a little puzzled. While you were away, we checked you out and found that you are a multi-millionaire. What puzzles us is why you would bother to borrow $5,000? The Chinese replies: 'Where else in New York City can I park my car for two weeks for only $15.41 and expect it to be there safely when I return.'#

time to slp Mr.Teh

Smiling all the time.

2011-01-23T21:31:00.002+08:00

Yes, i m happy today.
so far it's the best day in 2011.
haha...
what make me so happy today?!
well, 2 things happened.

1st, i m in a good mood, chatting with a friend of mine as i was about to share smthing with my friend.
i throwed a surprise to my friend.
but, end-up, me myself being surprised even more whn i been told about the news!
hahahhahahaha.....
i can't be more happier than this when i heard of it.

2nd, I act as the main spearhead for my soccer team, leading, inspiring and scoring a 1st hatrick for the team ever since i m back from KL.(scores:5-1)
i'm happy, not because of what i've got for myself today.
i'm happy, because of the belief, support and encouragement my friends gave me.
when i scored the 1st, they said: Good 1!!keep it up!!
when i scored the 2nd, they said: Awesome!!now Go out and get your hatrick!!
when the 3rd come, EVERYONE shouting, cheering...
I see smile in everyone's face...
everyone starting to blend into team, doing well, youngsters+teenagers+adults+and fathers.
that's what i m happy about.

picked up a few bruises...but...i'm happy because it's a sign of victory!!

Forgive and Forget.

2011-01-22T18:04:00.002+08:00

well, dad went for dinner last night.
and when he came home,
mom and I still haven't slept as we were still watching tv.

dad told us that he met his ex boss at the dinner,
and apparently the ex-boss is curious why dad was invited to the dinner.

(dad was badly treated during those time he work with his ex boss, with low pay, high responsibility, long working hour..whatever you can think of...anyway, we are glad that he leave the co.)skip the old time story as it's already past.

Last night wasn't the 1st time they met,
sometimes whn we passes by the shop, dad did went in and greet with his ex-boss.

till last night, dad said he was kinda heartfelt with his ex-boss as he hugged.(not sure if that is the effects of the wine.)
dad told me that they said to each other something like this: come, let us just forget the past la...lets not to look back of the past liao la...suak suak ki liao la..

i can feel that dad was happy last night, and touched, and i guess he is now finally forgiving his ex-boss?!!yes no?! :)
from the way he telling us the whole thing, i guess it is a YES?! hahaha...

Anyway, before dad enter his room, he told me this.
he said he is so disappointed with some brothers in church.
i had to agreed with him that sometimes, yes and i just down get it why. Outsiders are better than what we so-called "brothers" in church.
i m sick of those who keep telling us that "we should have compassions to love and care the others, and treat everyone like sisters and brothers in christ..."
but Action speaks even louder than their words(sarcasm) as it is so obvious that the acts is in controversy with wat been told..

what i m trying to say, if i m saying anything,
it is a new year, we shall let go the past, leaving all the bad memories behind and moving on, forgiving others, and live better.
and i m looking for the day to come, in the near future..

Our last Celebration of the year

2011-01-22T13:06:00.010+08:00

Finally, i get the last piece of the puzzle(photo) from my friend tis few days...
so... i can now update what we had done on the last day of year 2010.

Few days before the actual date(New Year EVE), Yeoh been suggesting to me that why don't we organise a BBQ gathering at the beach, like how we used to do.
and it's been many years ago since our last BBQ gathering at the beach.
i wasn't move by the idea initially as i think of all the hectic preparation needed to organise something like that.
ESPECIALLY when come to MANPOWER.
most of us has to work, some are still at outstation, and some are inexperience.
Weather was one of the concern as well, "will it be raining on that night?"

But, friends proof me that my worries, was extraneous.
"what if raining?" -> "Raining we ma do WET BBQ lo...!!"
everyone loves the idea, and we begin to plan the whole thing together few days ahead.
so TOGETHER, we make things happen!
We divided few of us into groups, each of the group are assigned with specific mission(buying foods and material).

i was really touched with those friend who text me, apologising for not being able to contribute anything. and i m very pleased that i see unity among us...we are working together...
from HYPERMARKET, to BANSAN, to KITCHEN...we are enjoying the process and we re all in this together.

shares some pictures here:

is that even consider as "A Lot"?
meatballs....

yeoh and i made some sandwiches for the 1st time.(as our initial plan of cooking bihun fallen out)

me: yeoh do u knw how to do with all these sardins and eggs?

yeoh: duno...

FYI, the sandwich was quite successful even though we do not possessed any experiences.

and thanks to mom for helping to cook the nuggets as we were run out of time that day.

Veron and Vyner....from their smiles, u knw we did enjoy our night...

so after the feast, the madness starts!!!!yyaaaahoooooo.....don't try to run....we ll catch you...see...how i can i told u so... nobody is going to help u...haha...

gonna aluba this fello...ahahhahhatis guy diam diam sitting there and laugh the rest, so.... he is the next!yes, it's cold that night....
share you some gay foto here....hahaha...

toasting...1st time pouring beer on the head! joke of the day~

yeoh: xin, would you take my hand please?!

me: later k...too many ppl here...lay low, lay low.

so here we are, all in this picture together.

i guess everyone is enjoying the gathering...and i, myself and yeoh felt relief seeing everyone is enjoying. honestly the most exciting part is the preparation progress, as i see the willingness to contributes in everyone, offerring helps all by themselves. i m so glad that i have bunch of friends like tis.Happy new year and all the best to each one of u...

The day has finally come.

2011-01-03T21:42:00.001+08:00

26 December 2010 was the most important day of my life so far. At least so far it was! Because I had finally made-up my mind to get myself baptized, together with my brother and some other church members.

I guess mom must be very relieved by now, as one of her biggest wish has finally come true, both me and brother were now officially a CHRISTIAN. Which mean, we are now reborn in Christ. I certainly hopes that I m totally reborn, and I’d be able to live differently; different thoughts, different life style, different behavior, different thinking, different deportment.

May Lord lead me through my journey, guide me.. may His word lead me to constant growth in Him.

there are some pictures to share with...

getting my certificate and gift.together with the youth members..with mom and sunday school teacher, they been watching over me since i was a little kido i thk.. family foto...do re mi fa so....sigh..i should remind myself...NEVER EVER HUNCH AGAIN!
i m actually taller than i look!!!! received a cake from Brother Daniel and Family.
Sincere thanks to them, for celebrating with us...

What we did Year ago?

2010-12-22T21:18:00.006+08:00

When i view back all my photos in albums,
it caught my attention. The colourful glutinous rice ball!

see?!

well it happened last year, this day itself.
ofcz if you ask me last year, what's so special about Dong Zhi?
I will say: Don't know?!?!mayb a bunch of ppl too free got nothing to do, so they invented a "snow ball" soup to cheer themselves. How silly it was!
boh point eh...(meaningless eh)

so whn we re asked to join a class outing during lunch break, I was like : what?you serious?.
but eventually i DID joining them(reluctantly, bcz i been skipping most of the outing, so i better take part in this). But later on, i found that things go on quite well, and we all have tons of fun.

A year later, i found that, wat we did last year was so meaningful, that leaving us so many good memories.
honestly, i don't know how to cook the glutinous rice ball(i just know makan).
but i remember that time, i've involved in the process of making it too. haha..
so colourful isn't it?!if you know me well, you must've understand that why the size of the balls were not even.some big, some small...and some are in other shape as well...
i just love being creative...haha...playing it as if it was a mud! can u see the size of the ball in my hand?

the organiser...while we are still in the midst of rolling the glutinous rice ball, they start getting some of it cooked.we re so into it, as u can see we really putting in out efforts...woohoo...we "hardly" get everything done!...take a group picture before tang yuan been served.

and this picture will be remembered for the many years to come...i miss everyone !

but...where is the organiser?!?!Lolx miss out her de...

I m not gonna lie, i still remember the taste, it's the best Dang Yuan i ever served!
thanks to Ms. Almighty!(kaylie)

I'm Sick, and I'm so not into it.

2010-12-15T21:24:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I wonder.
why all my colleagues re taking turns claiming MC, and letting me alone, who never claim even once.
I m jealous.
it's been long time ago since the last time i'm sicked.
I somehow wish that ONE DAY i could fall sick again, and get to rest at home.

and yes, the ONE DAY came yesterday.
my mind, my body went so wrong i think, that i can't do anything right last night.
so get myself on bed early.thinking that i might get better once i rested myself.
But, surprisingly i awake at mid-night and found myself Fever!
whole body re burning...
take some medic, and then return to my bed.
Throughout the whole night, i hardly get back to my sleep again.

and then i finally recall the feeling of being sick!
it's not enjoy at all, I'm both mentally and physically tortured!
damn it!

went consult doctor this morning, take medic, and with some rest, thank God i gets better now.
and i found that life is so much easier, with parents are around me.
glad to have them taking care of me...
because.....
sometimes, i lost my way when i m sicked. i duno what to do or how to treat myself..

i guess i ve finally learned something:

Health is a Blessing,
being able to work and live, is a Gift.
and staying healthy is a Responsibility,
I m responsible to my own body, so i must take good care of it, instead of wasting and spoiling!

So now i wish myself a speedy recovery and get back to my position tomorrow!
and i m sure of one thing, that is.....

I HATE BEING SICK!!

Teong Phei finally an Adult!!!yahhhoooooo!!!!

2010-12-13T21:51:00.007+08:00

1st of December isn't just about World AIDS Day.
it's my young brother birthday too...
how young is he?
well, i guess you have to see it yourself.

So...how old do you think he is?

ye...up!He is now a Legal adult!

who is now eligible to vote in the next election!

who is now permitted to enter Casino!

of course, he's got his right to do anything he want , BUT doing what's right is all that matters! and I believe he will!

well, on his birthday eve, Phei decided to treat parents out for dinner at .

We always wanted to bring parents to try this out. they ve tried chinese, japanese, western cuisine. but Tao, it mixed...(but not sure apa-mix-apa)

it happen that i've been there with imie for dinner weeks before this, and i've told bro about it.

so with the "birthday" approaching, we thought that it could be a right occasion.

so after we discussed, we decided to GO!!!

erm...i guess i talked too much de...

just let the picture do the talking la

a good picture paints a thousand words!

sashimi?!?!it's awesome i guess...but mom and dad says : "Yucks!!!" hahhaha..

the scallops and the lamb are favourites of the night!!

Especially the scallops,

while we re still half way cleaning the 1st order of the scallops, he told the waitress:"can you give me another plate please!!!"

LOL

see...the food looked so nice isn't it?!! and it comes in small portion!

Uncle Teh sibuk makan la!!

tang tang tang tang.......ibu bapa dengan adik-adik... wishing him a happy belated 21st birthday here lo... Si Gi Nah lo...haha..

here comes the family picture.

the Teh in Black!!haha..yao yeng rite?!!?!? ;-)

and the christmas is around the corner...

Merry Christmas everyone out there!

...what should i do this year???? eerrrmmm....

slp 1...think about that tomolo...

issue issue, please leave me!

2010-12-11T22:07:00.002+08:00

this week was kinda busy for me.

my senior wasn't around.

which is why, last few weeks she been telling me.

"i think you can handle it now, next time you just do it, just give it a "Go" "

and the 'next time' fall on this week.

things ain't fall quite well to me, that all the requests i received aren't the same i usually practices.

but despite all the differences, i tried to solve it!

I've done some of it, and I doubted some of it.

majority are solvable, left 1 request alone, bothering me whole week!

I'm sure it was caused by others who misquote the item's name, subsequently led to this.

But I've to clean the mess.

surprisingly, i m actually enjoyed!

not that I love looking out for trouble.

it's just that, every trouble every problem, there are things to learn!

and what i 'm facing now, is something i need to learn too!

I learned a lot out of it. I'm always glad that I have more chances than other teammates, to learn how to run the systems, and how does the system works.

well, at least everything is solved now.

week come after week, Monday will be another brand new start.

hope my learning doesn't stop there.

looking forward to every possible chance to learn!

something I've learned this week: everything must have "black and white". as a proof!(to avoid ourselves being "SEK SEI MAO"!

It's just a nightmare....but sometimes, it happen!

2010-11-22T22:06:00.002+08:00

bird had a nightmare, and things really happened....
all i can say is that, Bad dreams, always comes true...
好的唔灵,丑的灵...!
well...shit happens...whether we like it or not bro...
all we gotta do is to let go i thk...
unless we likes to keep the shit?!isshhhhh.....

and i had been dreamt of the same dream few times...
all i do is running...
the feeling is not good at all...
i ran , i ran , i ran, until i get-rid of Her shadow...
but no...i cant....it haunts me..

and the only way i can do it.....

is to WAKE UP!!!(only if you knw what i'm implying)

yawn!!i m awake...but still Tired.

That's all what he left...Ashes..

2010-11-13T15:48:00.002+08:00

As far as i remembered, i never knew this uncle in my childhood time...
and then 1 day, he showed up...
He was a total stranger to me, but, apparently everyone in the church knows him...
i guess there's stories behind him...
Dad knws him, mom knws him, oh..and me and my brother get to knw him too...
and recent years, he was quite a good friend of my families...
we talks, we laugh, we dining together...
Brother and I always show respects to the olders.
Though we are naughty, but we know how we should behaved.

Well, I still remembered the situation very well during the earlier days when i 1st came back from KL, which is quite embarrass i guess...i bet those of my friends whom i have told about that situation remains a deep impression of of Uncle Lim. (only if you know the story)

No matter how embarrass it was, to Uncle Lim, he's just trying to show that he care about the young generation, he is concerning about my future...I really DO appreciate that and I understand that.
Even if time was allowed to turned back to that awful moment, i would still stand there and talk with him again, instead of running away...

Uncle has not much friend in Church, with my dad and my 小叔 are one of his few friends...
how pathetic when we gonna talk about friend in church...
it's even bitter when brother Joseph expressed his thought and feelings...
Scripture says we are suppost to be brothers and sisters in church... things just don't seems going that way.

2 weeks ago, we re still dining together with uncle...not much i've chatted with him...
he lost his appetite, his hands are shaking...
we knew something goes wrong with him...
and after that lunch on sunday 2 weeks ago, we drop him back to church b4 heading bc home..
after saying goodbye to him, he walked away slowly...and slowly...the shadow of his back faded away...
that's the last goodbye i've said to him, i didn't knew it will come this fast!!
2 weeks ago i still sitting in a same dining table with him, and 2 weeks later he is at somewhere we couldn't follow...can u imagine how short our life is?!anything can happen in split sec.
and now all i can remember, is the shadow of his back..slowly faded away...thats the last scene of him in my memory...
May he rest peacefully in God's arm..

The day with the Little Teh.

2010-11-09T22:13:00.003+08:00

after the all time weekends gatherings,

entertaining friends...

finally i get to do something different last weekend.

which is to..

-> taking care of my little cousin sis..

my uncle and my parent re going somewhere...

so, the responsibility to taking care of little girl lies with me...

my Aunt and Uncle told me:

"you both don't go anywhr ok, just stay at home ok de...ah girl sick, later u cook mee for her lunch, and she has to take her medicine on XX time...anything just call me k!!"

"OK. NOT A PROBLEM"

once i get home at 10am, i lay on my bed...

"ker ying, computer is there, water is there, just play urself and drink more water...''

"need anything, just wake me...."

of course i didn't do that ok.

though i was so tiring... i keep her accompanied while the little princess playing her facebook game...

i finally run out of patient watch her playing the stupid restaurant game, watching the cartoon character walking in and out...

so i suggested we go for movie!!

(ofcz we get permission 1st la)

= Megamind!

"u want eat anything?!"

"yes"

" 1901 hotdog?"

"yes i want, and i want drinks too.!"

"mommy say u sick, cannot drink..."

"i got eat medicine de...so i ll be fine...i want drinks!!i want 100plus"

"ok.."

" what u drink?"

"i share wif you will do..."

" i dun share with ppl other than my mom... :-( "

"yooo....but i m ur brother!!! okok. 2 hotdog, 2 100plus please.."

children nowadays memang.....

"dun tell your mom i m buying u tis all as ur lunch k!!??"

"ofcz la k, i just worry that u re gonna tell!!"

hahaha...see, we re cooperating quite well didn't we?!?!

it was a nice movie indeed!

we all laugh very loud...

honestly,i love cartoons...

but, its kinda weird for adult to watch cartoon right?

and if i would've wanted to watch it, i'll be watching it alone though...what a weirdo..

so watching with little "Teh" , i guess it's a perfect reason ;-)

after movie, i'm so slpy that i jump onto my bed once i get home...

parents , uncle auntie re chatting in the living room...

AND, kids are always so energetic that they just dun get tired...

all they do is play play and play...

just get home....little "Teh" continue running her

but at least she is easy to take care of... she din trouble me any bit at all.

luckily she wasn't somewhere near Jack Jack...

do you guyz knw JACK JACK/!?!?

well whoever babysit him re so gonna be in trouble!

jack jack is so cute!! (but we all knw what he is capable of right?!LOL)

anyway, really having a good time with an outing with my little cousin sister...

i guess i just love being as a big bro. ;-)

till then...

nitez...

Patience

2010-10-20T20:20:00.003+08:00

had a hard time today...
yup, still sitting in office...working on the report.
actually tonight i was about to meet up brother Kaevin, but..felt quite guilty always failed to do things as i promise, i should've be a man of my word...but...need more improvement.

the task wasn't really hard but not easy either, got no clue at all, i tried this way, that way, and there is NO WAY i can do it!
Suddenly get ping from colleague, i need to submit by today.
how?How to submit?! i can't do it on my own...
there is no fon, there are no seniors here to check with...
I m frustrated..

but then, i realized that, patience is something very important.
with that, you can go further...
yup, without fon, without any verbal discussion, i'm able to complete the task..
by referring to other colleague at other corner of the world through what we called "instant messager"
work closely with colleague, check the details...and we finally done it.

so same thing should've happened in life i believe... i hope i learned!!

BUT..... WE'll STILL HAVE TO SEE IF OUR THINGS ARE DONE CORRECTly!!

are you trying or struggling?!

2010-10-14T21:01:00.003+08:00

well today, i keep trying on that system...
i get frustrated, i referred to my superior, and she replied" i've never seen anything like that before.you try again and see if it will works later?!"
and then...i realised that i 've been trying a failed system for 2 hours...
i've done nothing today... i easily get annoyed by my colleague...

i m struggling today
why i m doing this?!
why am i doing here?!

same goes to life,
people always said:

"you didn't even try."
"yes i did.."
"then try harder!!"
"i get it ok?!! i wasnt just trying, i m struggling, its trying too, but just without succeeding u get that now!!!!!"

life is hard isn't it?
but living without goals and direction is even harder...

(whenever i planned somethings, i get a "No Go" from my dad...)
ahbird say: no hard feeling, but i thk ur parents' thought are weird...why they dun seems encourage you to take up the challenge?!

both my parents are awesome, responsible.
but they are not supportive. Being turned down, rejected, that's what made me a coward person today...lacking confident in every single aspects!!

i m still trying.....and i m still struggling!!

wrong session, wrong timing..

2010-10-03T22:25:00.002+08:00

Speaking of the new show (Dilly's Dilemma) at RedFM breakfast show...
erm...it was something nice to listen...people try to shares and to voice opinion..
i rmb i 1st started listening to RedFM every wednesday night for (BigBro) when i was in high school...
love listening to those BG relationship stories, dilemma that been shared on air.
some callers DO, give a good suggestion on sorting the mess...
and some callers give craps as well...

i heard all kind of problems, but i never learned from any of that...
and comes to that day, it was (Dilly's Dilemma) 1st show in the morning..
there is 1 guy, Boon, who wrote in an email of his dilemma and seeking for helps and advise...

and after listening, yes, there are overwhelming responses from the audience.
callers calling in and gives their opinions, advise.
i just realized that, my case was none of any special occasion...
same thing happened on others as well...

it's really been awhile since that...
i hope i really DOES moving on by now.
i couldn't agreed more with those advise given by callers...
so i would tell Boon the same thing as most of the callers did:
"You have to move on, with /without her....life still goes on..."

but after hearing the show, mood been affected on that day...
am not supposed to start my working days with doom.....sighs
which is why, i m suggesting that, the show should moved to other time slot instead of putting it in morning session.
Night session would be suitable and fitting...

because...each day is a different day..
yesterday is over it's a different day..
i don't want to starts my day by reminding myself how i been wounded..

i cant handle a thing.

2010-09-28T21:41:00.002+08:00

met with kai,effy, koklim and lun last week...
planned to watch movie.

i was being asked to buy tickets for them.
so, while i m queuing, i double check the number of tickets i m going to buy...
ok. i get the number...mengkai text me "wui ,lim and lun want oso."

there is an hour time b4 the movie showing at 715pm
we have our dinner together...chit chatting...
until it was 715pm only we walked to cinema...

i was walking behind...and ..i got a weird feeling...but i duno whats wrong...
and FINALLY i realized wat went wrong !!!
i've forgotten to include mengkai whn i bought the ticket.
so i was wondering...how come got 5 person tonite?whilst i have only 4 tickets?

my bad...i rush to buy another ticket...but one more thing...
mengkai say: u really pandai buy, u buy 4 seats, and u choose the place with only 4 seats..

bravo man!! so end-up i sitting behind alone! =(
but at least we still same hall rite!?!haha...and the distance wasn't far at all..

nitez.

Moonlight Resonance.

2010-09-25T21:49:00.003+08:00

With 8tv showing this drama series every evening, sometimes I joined my mom and watch together, what so nice about this drama, why is everyone so get into it last time whn it 1st released.
till then, i finally realized! i think it was the best drama i've watched!

mom always scold us when we watch dramas for few hours..
but tis time, mom and sons together, sitting in one room chasing last 15 episodes in 2 days time...
it was a very successful drama, because when the characters in the drama cried, we cried.
when they playing fool, we laugh, we smile...
when they were argue-ing, we get furious!
it successfully grabbed audiences' attention!!

well, for those who haven't watch it, u still have ur chance to watch the last few 10 episode on 8tv!

=)

nights.

The Prank on brother

2010-09-20T22:20:00.008+08:00

one day, i open my fb, and realized that my bro write something on my wall.
"caleb is craving for love"
i delete it, but still ppl asking me " WOOI, U SO DESPARATE for LOVE ar?!?!"
then i just found out, my MSN personal message was pollute by him too...

so back to that day, i was back at home unusual earlier and....bro wasn't at home,
AND he left his computer on, without his facebook log-out!!
so here is the story:

he was in a rush that day, he doesnt know anything about wat i did on his facebook at all.
totally no idea....
and then he was out for gathering.....

here is wat i did on his wall.

i write on his wall.

see the overwhelming response?!
1st i post on his wall,

and then i comment on his wall post, laughing myself at the living room like nobody business

then use his account to reply my comment on his post.

and ironically i use my account to comment on his reply again.... i knw it's silly.

but....IT'S so fun!!!

i showed the same thing to my mom, and we both laughing non-stop!!

when i read all the comments to my mom, i cant stand it!! mom read on her own and we laugh till pengsan!!!

now i know what ppl thk about my brother.....

oh by the way, see....

people were praising me!!!

nitez........

joke of the day.

2010-09-12T20:39:00.002+08:00

i always love my geng...
we always shares the happiest moment together...
even just a little thing, it could make us laugh like hell.

Kang's dad throw a party last friday, and we re all invited.
so while eating, we re talking none-sense , craps , jokes....

kang: eh, so u guyz been saving money to buy the "GREEN TICKET" cause the end of world coming in 2 years time?( probably if u dun watch the movie <<>> , u wnt understand the joke at all.)

kaitatt: whats that?

me: you idiot, u got watch <2012> or not?! they need to buy the GREEN TICKET with 10bil to get into the ship, ain't that?

kaitatt: oh oh oh....

after explaining to kaitatt, i turn to kang and said:
" kang, u knw, i m not as lucky as u, or as rich as u, i cant afford for the green ticket.... i only afford to buy a DVD.."

kang: "wat dvd?"

me:" i knw it's in 2 years time, so i used 10ringgit instead of 10billion , to buy a <2012> pirated bluray dvd, so tat i can watching it over and over again.. by then, i would be able to recognise how to get into the ship THROUGH THE BACK DOOR....."

all: BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.....so lame !!!

wat else can i say??!?!? i m too silly???haha...if u give me a crap, i can make it a lot more for u....
=)
cheer bros!!!

Stop miserable!

2010-08-23T22:11:00.004+08:00

I have a very decent time with my fello friends last friday...

haven't feel so happy for such a long time...

i always thought i have nothing, but i just realized that the treasure is all around me...

I might lost something...but still, i could be a winner if choose not to let go what I've got now..

Choose to leave FB for sometime after discover something, which subsequently make me sank into melancholy...

but afterall, I realized that it is not necessary at all... i dun have to make my life miserable at all..

yiwei, thanks for your concern...

hc and alden, thanks for your call...

imie, thanks for your accompany...u re bc in very right timing!

ofcz, there is so much more who cares...

I love u guyz...

met with friend which i never meet for 2 years+....

having a very great dinner with a bunch of friend which we never really sit down and eat for 3 years+....

but still, our relationship is as great as it was in the last few years!!

Yes, i am a loser in some relationship....

but, certainly i m a winner for this....

so Stop being miserable from now on, and .....

hey, i felt happier...and relaxing.... :-)

Removed.

2010-08-18T06:56:00.001+08:00

because i respect you.
but still...here is my answer.
I won't give a damn consideration for baptise this year!

Never wanted to miss it anymore.

2010-08-14T01:20:00.002+08:00

4years back, a very nice auntie frm my church, passed away when i was having my final paper in diploma...i wasn't appear in any of the funeral but shedding tear at home instead.
Auntie (84) was like a grandma to us(me and bro), we knw her since we are very small..like 5-6 years old...i failed to see her last face...my 1st regret!

last months, my sundays school teacher (75) passed-away.
she been teaching us in sunday's school since we re just 4-5 years old i guess...or even younger!
she goes very ill before deceased. i never pay any visit...or even attend her funeral....2nd regret!

come to recently, one of my church uncle, he 's very sick rite now....
i have a strong feeling that i cannot do nothing again.
all these uncle and auntie have been in my life since the day I'm born...
I hope by showing up our cares could be something very meaningful to auntie(his wife)
i dun want to be regreting anymore.

sometime i feel that i love my old church much more....me and my bro are closed to most of the uncle and auntie there....after sunday worship, we can talks with uncle and auntie...
we growth under their watches...feel like one big family....
and now...they re all aging...their hair gone grey....

if i cant serve them, i promise myself i ll have to visit them and show my cares to those auntie and uncle who been watching over me for 20 years!!!

my life?!or yours?

2010-08-02T21:35:00.002+08:00

been struggling....
I'm just not myself...
everyday,after came bc frm work, parents mumbling mumbling mumbling...
u should read this, u should do that, u shouldn't do tis , u shouldn't do that...
money, u should save how much, u should spend how much,
what u should spend, what u shouldnt spend(tis part is lesser....thank god)

I wasn't really happy with wat i m doing now...
i wasn't enjoy sitting there everyday do nothing and get money...
I hated MNC... but parent insist MNC is good!

a month of job hunting in June finally comes to end, with me joining Dell.
I'wasn't happy...i wasn't happy....i mean it.

I just hoping that they could give me a bit more supportive...
I needs support.
sometimes i have a good ideas, but it ll never works!!!
sometimes i speak, but they turn it down...
sometimes i wanted to do something, but they will never agreed.....thats my Dad.(thank God mom is lesser.)
sometimes i felt very depressed when i realized we doesn't shared a same thought.
felt disappointed and turn myself into my room again...
some topic doesnt even nid to discuss...its a dead end.

I wanted to change!!! but how?!!? for decades i live like this...and its like living under the shadow!!!which is whom now i became!!(even if its a thing, i not dare to speak-out)
I understand i wanted to do something...but wat stopped me?!!?
I always thought underneath me i m more, but now...am i?!?!doubted*
I really DO learned from my precedents!!
they re like a pre-caution manual to me!!(so i dun1 to be like them)

instead of splashing me with a pail of cold water like
"sales?u nid to travel alot, and u dono how to get there either..."(so be it, i never will now.)
"change?no nid la....why change? duno la...u like it ma do lo"
"mien la mien la....wat for u doing this?"
"pray to god 1st la k, seek for his kingdom 1st."(does that mean i need to stay and wait it fall frm heaven)?

I would be so happy if they just says like
" alrite, mayb u can give it a shoot, see whether it works on you"
"erm...if you thk u want to try, just go, make sure thats what u want, and we ll always got your back."
(how supportive)

(comfort myself as always, that my parents were not good with that....)

mom always say lets pray together...but sadly the truth is:
Prayers doesn't gonna work unless you stand-up and do something.
it means nothing if u pray and do nothing....

I'm kind of emotionally overwhelmed tonite...
but decision should made by myself.
I need to choose for myself....but....
I NEED SUPPORTS...
even though i m going to resign....

weekend getaway....

2010-08-02T21:06:00.006+08:00

ah bird is visiting to penang last weekend....
its been awhile since his last visit!
not much place we planned to go...
we re more looking forward for some gathering...
meeting old friends.

but still, we decided to go somewhr...
somewhr relaxing...
somewhr with beach...
somewhr with forest...
and somewhr with forest!!!YUP, a Rainforest we re going ...
and there is 1 in Penang, Jelejak!
here are the activities...

i love tis kind of activities.... but the pool was so BIG compare to the 1 I swing during my National Service! the depth was incredible....i hesitated! and then....

ME: alrite...i lost my guts, u swing over first!!come!!!

and.......and for the same reason, we decided to walk away.....hahaha....no guts...but we re nt giving up yet!! =)

here we are....on our way going in to the Island.

found tis Big wall!!4 of us(the boys) try to climb through it...the height was gila tall!!

how are we going to get through tis obstacle?

Key to success= endurance+confidence+persistence+strengths, and ofcz...with lots of lots of physical training...

ah bird went through it 1st, and he succeeded. I was like:"gOsh...Impossible is like nothing Man!!"

so i m the 2nd, believing in myself that, bird can, why couldn't I?!!

s0...i went through it also....we are born winner!( ofcz i really hope i could win others...not just this all simple games...i would love winning in real life as well!!)

every morning, i at the opposite island, in the busy city...everyone was in the rush...the traffic jam was disastrous sometime.

and me, always stares at the Island, wonder how lovely if i could sit at the opposite island...

relaxing....so peacefully...

so...it happened now.i m sitting by the seaside...breathing a fresher air...putting my foot into a cleaner water... for this moment, I closed my eyes...and i dun hear any sound of engine, horns...!!I enjoyed!

its always u and me against the world dude!!

finally managed to met up with my EX.....class rep. after staying in Penang for 3 months...

a small geng of us went for steamboat dinner together....

how come she looked rather pale?i thk she feel ill taking picture with me...

ops...there are somemore activity to share....??

girls in action too....ladies and gentleman, i would like to remind u all "DO NOT FOLLOW!"

it was so wrong!!!LOL.....fail snail!!!

forget what it called already...but 1 thing i remember was the height is just so so...

but....i chicky out!!!

i m so scared and i could hardly let go my hand frm the net to do tis pose k!!
and like i say AGAIN.... bird, It's you and me against the World.

time flies...and i shall get on bed again.....nitez.

late post of my ZZ birthday.

2010-07-26T22:35:00.006+08:00

Finally i get some pictures from my ex-colleague tonite.

and then i checked, oh..i haven't post it yet.

so here it goes....

when comes to my birthday, it was so unlucky i would have to work day and night, standby for the conference.

cant believe it still so fresh in my memories, like it just happened y'day.

i remembered the night before, before we get into slp, we re chatting for awhile, me, and other 2 colleagues. and after 12am, one of my colleague says

M:"wei caleb R u really gonna just keep quiet?!thats it??!"

ME:"what?!anything?!if not i gonna slp de.."

M:"keat ar u....."

ME:"what?!?u remember it?!Gosh....eh keep it secret!!lay low k!!dun tell anyone tomolo!!"

M:"u ah...really siao 1....nitez..."

then we slept, and the next morning we re all so busy.

come to evening, i been assigned to partner up with my project manager to escort the guess to dinner place, make sure everyone is properly seated!

its 830pm i remembered, and we have yet to take our dinner, it was so tiring and we both have to walked for 2km bc to Hotel to meet the rest.

once stepped in the hotel, i was been told by Grace that she has to met with client and will meet us with in the lobby later.

so i get in my room, take off my cloth, i received a call.

Vivian:"caleb ar...whr are u ?eh...have u seen a fon in ur speaker room tis afternoon??"

Caleb:" no wow...not that i remembered...."

Vivian:" gai le....can u come down, cz the client was quite furious now...could u?!"

Caleb: "okok...i cm down now...give me 5 min."

without any hesitation, i grabbed a shirt and go down....

and when i gone down, YUP, THEY GOT ME!!!!they throwed me a surprise celebration!!!
i was so nervous on my way down...but it turns out to be a surprise pula!thank god it was nothing to do with the complaints...

oh...it was a greentea flavor cake....and trust me....its really nice!!it taste very very good...u knw why?!?!BECAUSE......

simply because i have tasted it ... i've tried it....with all possible part of my face!

our dinner at HardRock Cafe around 10PM

its just too much...we cant even finish it!!wat a waste!

FYI, this is lastyear celebration. After a brief meeting, suddenly a whole group of ppl cming in with cake and then i just realized "OH , HOW COME THEY KNEW IT?!"

this is one random occasion, last nite of my project, the young intern begging me and marcus to bring him to skybar after the conference, so here we go...bringing the young little intern to experiencing the "adult life" at skybar!

and...........he ordered fruitjuice! %$@#!!

THANK YOU GUYZ...

hmmm....really appreciate what they had did for me for the past 2 years...

they are my best colleagues ever.... =)

well, soon i ll be posting my current colleagues...

till then, the craps shall continues.....

nitez...

Fifteen....

2010-07-25T21:57:00.002+08:00

well.....its not exactly like what u think....
it doesn't has anythg to do with the SONG "FIFTEEN"-Taylor Switf.
and ofcz, its not written to someone like what it use to, in the song-"Fifteen"

its about ME.
found the feeling of being 15 again!!!LOL
i found the feeling of laying down on the grass,
the feeling of playing game in the rain,
jumping here and there and eventually get myself some mud all over my body.
the feeling of being the centre point of the crowd...with everybodys' eyes on me!
(which is not a very good thing actually...bcz....everybody is shooting at me...)
THATS how my football training goes.... and today reminds me of my 15, where i 1st started my impressive appearance in school football team, as a goalkeeper.

ofcz... other than mud and dirts...some grasses re probably still sticked on my arms,legs...and....i used to pick-up something else bc home as well....
yea ! Right! scars, bruises, injuries....THE SHOWN OF VICTORY..

trust me....these are the least serious case....

you should seen my other 1...which typically make ppl feel sick whn look at it....

and that lives with me forever!-my broken finger!

seriously, i missed my fifteen, always spend time with all the gila gila friend....

lepak everyday....

soo.....i would say....

MY FRIENDS!!! YOU GUYS ARE AWESOME!!!

all we ve done in years ago, i would never 4get!!!

it stays with me forever!!
xoxo.....

Maybe two is better than one...

2010-07-17T13:55:00.003+08:00

found this clip...love it!

yea, i rmb wat she wore on the 1st day...

her green shirt, jean, and her old spec..... =)

and i guess.....

maybe two .....is better than one....

LIFE IS TOO SHORT FOR A WRONG......JOB...

2010-07-10T22:29:00.003+08:00

its almost a month since work life started...
seriously, i love my previous job compared to the current 1.
No doubt the previous job was very pressure sometimes, but we get rewarded!
Not a monetary rewards, but we enjoyed working...
and the pressures allowed me to learn new things each day.
train me how to talk to people...to meet people...
train me how to speak in english...to write in english...
train me how to be organised and time management!

and now,i'm too comfort with my situation now...
no pressure, easy job, no talk, no speaking, no writing, and of course, no project been assignment.!
I feel good when my ex-colleague eventually assigned me a project whn i'd 1st continue working there for the last few months!i feel excited, i feel great!!

but here, seemingly its so uncertain for me whether to continue here as permanent staff...
hundreds of people re struggle to get in permanent position here...
but the exit of my friend after 10 years working there, it bothered me.
i doubt what would it be, if i had to leave after 10 years???

few weeks of working life at here letting me in the position of what it is like to be working in a MNC...ofcz there is pros and cons...flexibility is one new thing i seen here...
and a job with no life also another thing i see frm my senior...

so when i see this email, the picture caught my attention!!

yea right! "life 's too short for a wrong job!"
so it reminds me!!!the future doesn't stop here...

but yet, i'll try to give my best performance for this few months, until the contract ends.!!!
because, responsibility is what matters!!!

she is the girl!

2010-07-06T23:39:00.004+08:00

well, that wasn't the plan actually...
but i happened to join mike watching world cup quater final at his house.(brazil vs holland)
and knwing that i was going to their house, mike's little 1 refused to get on bed but to wait for my arrival.mommy wasn't at home so the little ABIGAIL stay up as late as she want...
whn i stepped in the house, i saw her standing there...seeing me....so shy!
and then i get it, she promise to go on bed once she see i've arrived...but, we all knw she lied!!
while we re watching the world cup, she keep on running out frm her room...
"daddy hug hug!!daddy kiss kiss!!", "ah xing kor kor hug hug.."
So So manjanya!!!!
she's just so adorable!!
so our conversation re as below:

me:"hey abby, come, korkor ask u smthing, which team u support??"
abby:"wat daddy support??" BLUE. "daddy support blue i dun1, i want orange!"
me:"great, so abby we re on the same side lo....lets hope holland win lor k..."
abby:" i want pink....i dun like orange, orange is my 2nd choice, i want choose pink!!"

walao eh....no pink la sweetheart!

so after the 1st match, there is a break b4 Ghana match start, mike cook some supper for me...
and the little abigail still not going on bed!!
so while daddy was cooking, i decided to babysit her!!

me:"come on abby u nid to slp rite now!!come on....lets go,get on ur bed now..."she hold my hand and follow me to her room..."ok so now close ur eyes and slp de k??dun peek...slp de..."

abby:"ah xing kor kor u dun go ok, i want u to accmpany me..."
me:"okok....i sit here ok??i take a rest, and u slp k...."
abby:"ok.but can i tell u 1 more thing??after tht i ll slp de.....please.please.please.please.!!"
me:"ok..just 1 thing and then slp k.."
bla bla bla bla bla...."ok...now u slp!"
abby:"can u sing for me??can u sing twinkle twinkle little start for me??"
me:"ok, i sing for u...twinkle twinkle ....."
abby(shout happily)"u sing 100 times k!!!100times ya!!100 ya!!"
me:'' i duno how to sing, u sing once and then i follow la..."
and here it goes, she sang for me pula...LOL...
me:"wow, so sweet abigail singing...eh, why dun i lied down and u sing for me to get me into slp??
seriously she rolling down frm her bed, want to start her singing de....walao eh...
me:"i change my mind de....dun sing de....just slp abby....very late de...."

abby:''can i ask u smthing?"
me:"yes, what is it?"
abby:" how do u spell abigail?"
me "A.B.I.G.A.I.L"
abby:"how do u spell my full name" " ABIGAIL FOO SONG HUEY"
abby:''how to spell elephant?" and i spell for her...
abby:"i 3 years old know how to spell apple and elephant lu.." clever girl....
abby:"u are from which sch?"
me:"why do u want to knw?how bout u?u are frm?"
abby:"i m frm convent!! =)! ", "u are frm which church??"
me:"same as u lo...u cannot recognise me?!dun remember me de!??"
abby:"hmmmmm....i remember de....i used to call u pussy cat!!"
me:"hey naughty, how cm u call a handsome boy pussy cat??!see...kor kor handsome rite?!!!"

she give me a evil smile!!

me:"fine, no more question....slp.!!i dun want to talk with u de....hurry....slp slp slp!!"

she just dun slp!i've totally out of idea how to babysit her....she just dun slp!but she is so adorable....yet coming out to the dining room and have supper together with me and daddy...
finally...daddy scolded!!then only she listen....but 1st...brush her teeth b4 getting on bed.

abby:"ah xing kor kor can u help me to get the toothpaste please.please.please...."
abby:"ah xing kor kor, can u help me to put the toothpaste on my brush"....
me:"brush slowly k....dun take it too hard ya abby!"
finally she tired!!!and....fall aslp.... =)
she is the girl....
the cute little angel i love the most!
she is my girl!! =)
i adore her,abigail!

must be something wrong....

2010-06-30T21:39:00.003+08:00

its been 2 months i m back in penang..
life was fun here...friends were here, gengs, footballs, gardens, hills, parks...all kind of outdoor activities!and fishing!!!!!!!
but undoubtedly, yes, i did miss the time whn i was living in KL.
especially on the way bc home from work, i used to tell myself that lastime at that hour i'm on my way bc to home too, listen to the FM, and sometime fall aslp in the bus. thats the life!
in the morning, meeting all the familiar faces everyday, went work together...
sometimes whn someone was missing, i wonder myself "GAI, that guy/girl sick or missed the bus de??"LOL....A complete STRANGER we met everyday!

cming bc to penang, life does get any better at all!haha
thought can catch more slp than whn i was in KL ,BUT,
now i have to wake at 6am everyday!
I DIN WAKE THAT EARLY IN KL OR DURING MY HIGH SCHOOL K!!!!
fine....i totally get it....the real life just started...so cruel!i knw!
sometimes think of ponteng!!but, com'on....ain't a little boy anymore!
endurance might be the key to success!!
i m working on it...
and momentum was so important too!!

ok...the above was nothing to do with the topic,
hahha...now is the point....
i just realized tis few days, how come my watch become loosened??
was that problem frm my watch??
or i bcm so skinny pula?!?!
gai................

Reunion with teammates!!

2010-06-27T20:32:00.002+08:00

its been 2-3 years since the last time we play futsal together!
along with khai tatt, ck, 49, veron.
a simple match make me feel fresh and happy!
playing with them were always the best!
established a huge succeed for our first reunion game.
and...am looking forward for the next match to come. hehehehe....

and......
tomorrow 's monday again...
should give it the best in me!!! =)

tis few days, i realized something.
i ve got a plan. years ago...supposed to be materialized 2 years b4.
but....i din.
so i hope that by the end of this year, i could make it happen!
start planning then... =)

thank for the advise....

2010-06-24T22:34:00.002+08:00

been chatting with a friend....
she was in the middle of some trouble...
but, by far, since from knowing her in adv diploma...
she's been a successful player in class...so, i m very sure this situation will not trouble her.

i always wish to be one of them...but i never will...
but its not too late if i really work hard to be like one of them!
she been giving me a good advise...
and i had made up my mind. hope it works.

surprised me was that, i been told that, they had discussed bout me before...
during study time, they do agreed with my points sometimes!!!
but they curious i never raised-up any....
and they DID observed my weakness too!!
GReAT!!!even they can tell that i'm lacked of confident!!
i hope that through them, i could learned to be a better me!!!

AND .....
it starts from tomorrow!!!

what should i do...

2010-06-24T21:16:00.002+08:00

its been a week now.
have been sitting all day long for few days....
and tasks was cming on one by one....
was doing great with my colleagues, which is my team-mates...
really looking forward to the up-coming task...

very frustrating now...
my application was rejected!
WHY?!??!my plan was ruined!!!!
should i go for the courses??for 2 years???same course again????

very lost now...
not sure what should i do now...
if not go for it, what should i do??
if din go for it, i can save money!...but ...is that what i want?!?!
can i survive in the next few years!?!?
HELP!!!

Holidays ended.

2010-06-20T22:41:00.002+08:00

Time passes very fast...
2 weeks school holiday had finally come to the end.
2 weeks ago, church friend had been asking me to join them for bbq...for 2 consecutive week they been doing it.
and today is the 3rd week, i suggest we make it the 3rd consecutive week of bbq.
and thats how it goes.
having great time with all the young one.
it is so nice to being with them, chating with them...gila with them...
i m sure they do not know that i could be SO much funny. =)

the point is that, my holiday ended today as well.
i enjoyed my week well... just the matter that i havent watch "toy story 3".
from tomorrow onwards, i ll be start working for 6months.
not exactly the job that i was looking for...
thought i could surprise my friend by showing up in the MNC tomorrow, but he surprised me by quitting his job!!
hope its not too late to find a good career after 6months.
i m just looking forward to learn new things! =)
tomorrow, will be another new beginning of my life.

lastly,
i've sign-up for a degree course in finance and accounting today.
course duration will be 2 years for partimer.
classes will start frm 7pm-10pm.
4times aweek.
if my application was accepted, that could be another change of my life again.
but i m looking forward to all the positive things....rather than keeping myself at home!
well, bcz of the distance of my workplace and home, and the traffic jam!!!
i will have to wake in 6am, and go for work by 630am.
wish me luck . =)
and the best of luck to those who re having their exams this week! =)

Gina Outing.

2010-06-16T14:27:00.002+08:00

felt so old whn i'm in a group of youngster, teenagers!!
last 2 weeks ago, i was joining them to War Museum Penang!
it was my very first time visiting there.
the place was good.
lots of things to see and experiencing.
running all the way through the dark tunnel...
climbing up the stairwall....
its been lots of fun having some out door activities with them...

"phu lor" laksa was good!
but i end-up with a stomachache....so its not that good afterall.
we drove the whole penang island in the day.
travel penang in car!
it was tiring...sleepy.....
and i m dread to thk of if i m about to "lau sai" in leefang's new car!!
but i guess my paranoid was unnecessary!! =)

eerrrr.......kakacaucau.....see la wats the kid do whn comes to photo session.

it was a BIG GUN!!!

ok...i m as young as they are....as cute as they are.... =)

i think he is trying to shoot some bird down with that GUN!

2 interviews come back-to-back

2010-06-08T23:00:00.003+08:00

had a meaningless week sitting at home, but none of them called-up.
but whn it comes, it comes together!!
honestly, i'm nt interested for the job which come tomolo...
but choose to go as a pre-interview to ready myself for thursday!
i hope this thursday will be my final interview for this round!
had enuf of holiday de!!!

will off to KL again tomorrow noon....
wish me luck!

An Awkward sunday morning!!

2010-06-08T00:13:00.003+08:00

it starts with a very ordinary sunday morning....
where we are all praying, worshiping to Lord.
we always occupied the seat at the last row!(parents in front, but we re at the bc.)
so they will be no one knows if we dozed off during the session. =)
of course la, we DID concentrate to the teaching and the preaching...sometimes.

well things went very wrong when the worship ended.!

1st
i m very boring with that direct sales person!
feel uneasy for his present!!!LOL
when i see his face, i knew what he gonna talk with me de...
felt awkward when talk with him and trying to change subject/topic!!!
can believe my brother just left me behind and "run" away when HE started his conversation to he.(my brother really CABUT u knw!!gosh!!thats what BROTHER do la...see....)

2nd
here i managed to escape, another comes.!!!
Uncle Lim(old uncle), he try to be caring and helpful, concerning to my job hunting process.
ask me to apply tis apply that....haha...he is very caring...and the awkward moment comes when i told him that i applied some job in banking industry.
Uncle lim: eh u can try ask uncle xxx for help wat...he worked in xxx bank.
me: oh...no nid la...i'm still ok...
uncle lim: he is very high post u knw!
me: yea i knw...look, here he is....
uncle lim: u wait here ya...HEY MR.XXX
me: NO UNCLE!!!PLEASE DONT!! (apparently its too late!!)

uncle lim: well Mr.XXX, he is Teh's son who just graduated, u have any idea or job to put him into ur department.?
uncle xxx: oh...no very easy de...u just nid to go to the bank website and search from there....u knw?
me: yes, i knw....uncle lim, "thats what i've been doing"....
uncle lim: ohh did u?really?oh thats good thats good!!
uncle xxx: yea u try sent ur application to the address stated in the web-page will do de...
me: ya sure.thanks!! oh uncle lim i have to go de, i'll let u knw next week about my progress ya!
CABUT!(he is just being caring to me...thanks uncle, but, its very embarrassed!)

3rd,
walk another few step, meet a friend who'd bc frm singapore for holiday( he is a working adult)
while chatting, uncle lim joined in, asking him if there is any "kangtao" to recommend me!
well...i m totally screwed!!
we talk and we walk....by the time i stepped out the hall, i saw my dad pointing me for the auntie "yea, thats my son, sitting at home for 2 months de still cant find any job."(clarify: i knw its been a long time i was sitting at home!i knw it!and i dun feel good either!i dun enjoy it too!its been mentally tortured! and it wasn't even exactly 2 months!its 1 month and 1 week+)
so here comes the 4th!

Dad: HEY XIN, auntie work in INTEL, talk to auntie, see she could help ma....
i was like, WALAO EH!!!....talk to auntie for a moment....
dad was talking to another friend of mine(who was a working adult too) and here goes the 5th!
the 5th advicer is that 1 that i was looking for but, ppl around me just make me goes nuts!
i could directly go to the 5th wat....cz he is my friend.!

great!now i gave a bad feeling to ppl!!
i'm like only talk to ppl whn i seek help frm them.!
awkward!
shit!
duno how to face all of those uncle auntie!
i'm trying to lay low,being low profile!!!but now....screwed-up!
and it wasn't even a "PROUD" thing to shared!!
AAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.....

Meet the fockers --> meet the TEH

2010-06-07T01:23:00.005+08:00

have you guyz watch this movie before? "Meet The Fockers"

personally, i love this movie, which starring by Ben Stiller and others....

haha...there is nothing related to the movie actually.

just that it came across my mind just now, so...here they go...

well...i'm glad that i've officially received a FULL- TEH MEMBERs family foto!!

frankly, it was a very rare occasion whereby all of us could gathered together last week.

it was our elder sister's wedding.

family picture revealed for the very first time...guyz, lets meet my family... =)

i thk this is my first picture which contain of the four brothers sitting together!

this should be tressure!!

all the son and daughter are lengzai n lenglui rite??!!!

well...u knw why? cz its our GENE!!!

meet the groom and the bridegroom(the beauty and the beast perhaps??)LOL...anyway, the husband seems nice to me! =)

met the "TEH".

2010-06-03T13:56:00.003+08:00

the young 1 told me that morning,
"i've got a good result for this exam, lets go for celebration later k?"
"seriously?are u sure?"
alright, indeed it's quite a good result. keep it up!
so, as her wish, we re going to have buffet!

here is the foto of the day --> meet the TEH (which is why our moms, wifes is nt included)hahaha

What am i?who am i?!?

2010-06-02T15:00:00.002+08:00

as time passes by.
day by day,
i begin to lost myself by sitting at home.
its been 1 month "holiday" for me.
i've never sitting at home for this long since whn i was in secondary sch i thk.
1st month goes, with "0" income!

went hiking all by myself, running in the woods alone,
wish to redefine myself!wish to re-find the strengths underneath me!
wish to re-gain my self-esteem, wish to re-build my determination.

it was raining, felt terribly dizzy and cold when i arrived the first part in 10minutes.
can't breath easy, feel suffocated in the middle of the woods.
realized that i m no longer the "teenage" who capable of running up-and down the hill in a short time frame!
decided not to go any further today.

by the time coming bc down, i comes to a dead-end, but choose to go further.
eventually, i tumbled down for some distance, was lucky that my hand supported me and stopped me from rolling down.
get to "eat" some mud with my bare hands... my arm is hurt!
but yet i'm glad that i can still walking.

So, did i finally find myself today?NOT really.
but, at least it reminds me of something.
"why do we fall master bruce?"
"it is to learn to pick ourselve up!"
No pain, no gain.
Yes, i'm falling, its been the hard time for me.
but I'm picking myself up!will stand up once again!!

and by that time, I will come to this same place and continue my second part for sure!!

wrote precisely: 1 june 2010

what i been worrying had happened

2010-05-28T12:04:00.003+08:00

went gurney to bought something, and at the same time, spend some time with effy, who is about to fly to UK, and woei lun, my old time buddy.! =)
been chatting whn woei lun, hahahaha....still the same old pattern....which is why makes him my unique friend too. =)
after that, whn i was in the carpark....i really cant believe in wat i see....
but then, i try to make sure with it...and yes....tht it is...
wat i been worrying all this while had happened.
i was so excited when i get to see her after all these months of separation.....
i couldnt control my heartbeat.....i m losing my mind....
its nt because i m too excited.....its because i m very scared at the same time....what if i the bf is there??i m sure my tears will come down very soon......
losing control of my heartbeat bcz i'm sad... sad as in i'm not dare to show myself....and i have to see someone from far distance....
u can heard my nerves from my voice at that very moment....

when friends been asking me, hey, are u going to airport this evening?
no, not because of i been left behind, not that i m feeling bad of being left behind.....
its that, i m afraid of what i ve been worrying all this while, is happening this evening....
i doesn't look forward to witness the scene.....seriously, i m not ready to take it..... =(
so...forgive me my friends.
my airport is here.....
everyone, mengkai, effy, koklim, raymond,shinning, eileen, huey, jen, seoklyn...all the best to u guyz ya!!!
especially jen, hope u can make it through, afterall, i understand that this was quite a hard time for u....take care!

Best Regard!

2010-05-28T01:05:00.002+08:00

am just back from a reunion gathering, finally, after 3-4 years...
glad all my friend can make it to the dinner....it was a great nite....
and we did enjoy it very well!!
all the best to yiwei, who is going Singapore soon....

and all my friends are leaving to UK tomorrow....
pursuing their degree there....
hereby giving my best wishes to all of them....
wishing them all pass their exam with flying colours there... jiayu! =)

and for me, time passes very fast!
as their leaving reminds me that i shall not be staying the same ground anymore...
my journey doesn't ended here....
RIGHT, reorganise my footsteps, marching forward!!!
should be now out from the comfort zone and be more aggressive!!!

once again guyz, take cares and work hard to fulfill your dreams! =)

The picture of YOU

2010-05-25T01:26:00.002+08:00

Well, these few days, i m very frustrated!
as i already get my result, there is no excuse for me to sit at home any longer!
i need to do something....
failing a subject wasn't really part of my plan actually.
ruin my plan....now, i wasn't sure whether "i failed to plan, or i planned to fail"!
everything delayed....wasn't even sure whether to continue study in future...
its kinda hard to describe my feelings this few days....frustration!emotional!depression!disappointment!the annoyance of hunting job!!!
snitched a moment to calm myself..but..
I'm thinking of you......
wonder wat u re doing now.....
wonder how are you now....
wonder how is ur preparation to UK....

While I'm cleaning my room just now,
found the birthday card to me.....just realized the arrow pointing at the bear--> teongxin!
reminds me that u did the same on the christmas card u sent for my family, the same bears, and the same old tricks! =)
all i can think of at that very moment, is the picture of you.....
all the best to your future undertakes, my closest friend ever,wen!

just another ordinary victim...

2010-05-24T00:09:00.002+08:00

Met with my friend few days ago...
my buddy...my best friend.
we used to study together...used to do everything together...
he change alot, MATURE is all i can describe.
what motivates him?
he told me he always remind himself:"i m getting tired of being a losser!i dun 1 to went bc to whom i am!!!"
thts how he do it, thts how he did it...
He told me, if I'm with him now, we could be a perfect match in studies now.
He is a grown-up now.
I suppose, YES, we COULD be!!Definitely...afterall, i m very enjoyed studying along with him for the last 5 years...
Giving him my best wish here....hope that we're dare to dream, and we're dare to strive to achieve our future undertakes.

Surprisingly suddenly he told me that he been flirting with another party, again.
told me the same old phrase, need to find some excitement to keep his relationship fresh!
knowing that the best is his gf but.......
all this started to happen after a big quarrel, he added.
I'm kinda disappointed. i cant accept the excuse .
did they considered what are the possible consequences?
No!
In the end, one shall be left abandon....with all the bruises, blades, scars and depression.
being a victim to help others keeping their relationship fresh!!!
pathetic....
hate it the most....
simply because.....

I'm just one of the ordinary example.

1st time experience being tourguide.

2010-05-16T22:36:00.002+08:00

as they planned,
marcus, irene and vivian re coming down to penang to pay me a visit.
and...i was being asked to be their tour-guide.

walao...i just reallized i'm not really counted as a REAL penangist !!
lots of place i duno hw to go, lots of place i never go b4.
honestly, i explored a lot of place by myself this few days.*claps....* =)

was a very tiring trip, everyone was exhausted with my planned schedule.
so....after the 1st day schedule, we decided not to stick with the plan.
we just go, we just eat, and we just take pictures.....
jalan-jalan, cari makan!

the trip ended today....and i m going KL tomorrow. i m so tired!

kek lok si- the guanyim was incredible!too huge !!!

I'm glad that they did enjoy the trip.

i suppose they ve reach their home right now.

gosh....tired!

gonna slp now.

tomorrow another long journey.

Labour day family hour - mom and dad 1st movie(ice kacang puppy love)

2010-05-03T14:35:00.004+08:00

One of my friend was have a gathering with friend lastnite at one of the Club in KL.
and end-up being retained by police.the club was reported by someone that they re selling drugs.
pity my friend that she wasn't the the parties who take drugs, but being retained til 5am.
what a "memorable" gathering to them.hahhahaha.
happen to chatting with her and some friend the whole night, and the next morning, get caught-up early by my dad.
I tot holiday i can slp abit longer, but i just get 3 hours slp!!!!

IT's LABOUR DAY!dad took us to eat dim sum at famous DAI TONG restaurant.
but the food sucks!!sweared i wnt go there again.
Thought i ll get bc to slp after breakfast but NO!!!
they got somewhere else to go, Jusco!!!alamak.....ok la ok la....lets go la....
met some church auntie at jusco.

when we pass-by cinema, we can see that there was a very long queue!
and it caught me an idea of watching movie with them, and so it happen.
Dad and Mom wanted to watch "Ice-kacang puppy love." and so i bought the ticket.
this is the 1st time for mom and dad to step in cinema after more than, erm....10 years???
and we re very satisfied with the movie.

I love the movie.
i realized something from there.
at 1st, i was wonder why the ending like that??!!!but then i realized, it's called puppy love. so there is no happy ending.

Ah Niu was doing great!!!i nearly drop my tears.
whn i see him cry, i see myself....
from there i learned that same happen to me here.
mine had passed, no point i keep bothering.
it's all done! it's all finish.......whether i m happy or not, we still live on.

....还记得红豆冰的味道吗？在赤道国家炎热的下午，吃进口里的红豆冰，冰凉清甜，甚至把嘴里冻得有点疼了，但是来不及再继续感受，它却已融化了.....

.....还记得初恋的滋味吗？甜蜜却又苦涩，把心刺疼了，像红豆冰一样，还来不及再感受，就已经融化了，只能在记忆力留下那味道和深刻的刺痛.....

30 April 2010,The Interview 1st round

2010-05-03T14:19:00.001+08:00

Ironing cloth, suit up, go go go!

Thank God there Michael was on leave for 2 days, so he promises to accompany me going to the interview. Dell Inc. was huge. Without mike with me, I m sure I’ll losing in nowhere in Dell Inc. For the interview, erm…it wasn’t so bad, and it wasn’t my best either. I’ve try to be confident to myself but come to role play, I’m kinda screw it! But in the evening, I received a call that I’ve been short listed, will have to go for 2^nd interview next Wednesday. Wish me best of luck ya!

Plan to bring Abigail, Mike daughter for movie but didn’t get any ticket so we cancel the plan. But then, planned to visit mike at nite and play with Abigial. But, I’m too obsessed with my game at home and I’m late for the appointment. When we went supper with mike, Simon and Daniel, mike told me that Abby was waiting for me just now. Gosh I felt very guilty for letting her down. Sorry my little girl!

Simon and Michael are daddies now, so they can only join us after their kids get on bed, which is after 10pm. So after supper, I suggest to take them to get a try on “Left 4 Dead 2”, computer game. We all re game lover, but as they din even heard of it, I thk they should try it. If you re with us at that time, you might say “what the heck is going wrong with the 4 fellows there? Keep on yelling for what? Got really that excited or not??”

“hey, hurry come help me, I m down…”

“nonono, help me 1^st, I almost die already..”

“there is lot more zombie cming…..RUN!!!”

And they love the game very much!! J

Wrote precisely: 30-April-2010

Fishing with Mike and Simon

2010-05-03T14:12:00.001+08:00

Well it’s been quite a long time since my last fishing session. Luckily, I’m still ok with my fishing skill. Manage to get 2 fishes at least. Michael and Simon thought me some new things here, MAN VS WILD, we cooked without a stove here, by using tree leafs and small trunks. And we manage to bbq some fishes and sweet potato! What an experience for me.

Visit my buddy chee khong at penang tarc at nite. He started his 1^st own business now, as a burger seller. So, me, as a great friend of him, I dun want to miss a thing of him, especially his cook. Found out that there’s been a massive change in that area! Nothing seems to be familiar to me, when did they built so many houses there?

And, I’ve been offered for an interview tomorrow.

wrote precisely: 29 April 2010

27 April 2010, leave everything behind.

2010-05-03T14:07:00.000+08:00

I’ve told one of my friends that I appreciate her for being my friend. Told her that everything will be different already, the friendship will change, and there is no long lasting friendship here. Not sure why I’ll get a feeling that she could be my only friend? Maybe it’s because of what she told me before? That friend means a lot to her?

(Maybe the above were all craps because we aren’t very close friend actually, so the script above don’t even exist)

So according to plan, depart from my house to PJ, met with bro, and then bro gf, and then lunch. And our car was totally full loaded!! Could hardly take any passenger! And we manage to begin our journey at 5pm. Bro wasn’t joining us as he have paper yet to clear. There was heavy rain all the way. And Denise the gf gets to experience to drive on highway, her first experience, and I actually fall asleep when she was driving. Alrite, yes I m tired, but, at the meantime, ofcz I trusted her! And so, we reach Penang.

When I sat down, I just realized everything is finish; it’s time to wake up. Not just in study, but life as well, it’s time to face the reality.

I always think of that I’m a total lousy bf, that’s why I get dumped. So I always think of to made-up something to her. To do something that I can’t do before, to do something that I can’t afford to do before, to go somewhere I can’t go before. I felt happy when I making this sort of plan. But when things come, NO, it doesn’t work that way. I have to re-adjust myself to face the reality, named cruelty. A total disappointments.

So from time, I learned. I have to give up. What I said, what I plan what I do is just hurting her. I never wanted to bring harm. All I ever thought it could make her enjoy, touch, happy perhaps? I’m a failure. I’m very sad for doing wrong things at all the indecent time. I’m very sad for being such a total failure here. Its better for me to leave all behind, bring no harm to her anymore, leave like I don’t even exist!! Yes, its still pain after almost 2 years. But, as her wish, I wouldn’t appear to hurt her anymore.

Wrote precisely: 27 April 2010 (Rainy)

Last night in KL.

2010-05-03T13:43:00.000+08:00

Today will be my last day in Kuala Lumpur.

Work for only half day although I thought that I was needed to work full.

Thank God that I’ve met a very good boss here, that I’ve been given a full salary from my company despite that I’ve only work for 11-13days this month, despite that I have caused some losses. I’m touched.

Was not really in the mood today as something doesn’t really happen as I thought it will be.

To get-rid of it, I went to meet my brother with kai along. I’ve never been to IKEA yet, so bro suggest that I should pay a visit before leaving town. Get some afternoon tea there and dinner as well. The meatball was kinda special to me.love it.

Soon after bc from IKEA, I met with bird for the last nite…spend time play games, supper, and chatting all night long. (that’s what we always do these years when I was in KL) he is the only 1 who knows about me. I hope we could manage to keep it that way.

Till we fall asleep….that’s how my night ended here.

Wrote precisely: 26 April 2010

what do i care?

2010-04-26T12:24:00.002+08:00

well....
sometimes i alwayz tell myself, she is no longer important to me.
she doesn't mean anythg to me.
but i duno why, whn things come, it bother me so much, and i still care so much.!!
haiz....nt gonna lied myself, yes, i m nt recovered yet. so whn will i recovered?

Till last week only i realized that it was my busy life tis few months stopped me from thking so much nonsense as what i always thking of. till then, now i was kinda free ( never been so free for 4 months since).
and i m back in dilemma again.
sigh!!!

actually was thking to give some surprise visit to her, dinner, if possible drive her home.
but then, was told that she doesn't need my accompanion any more.
RIGHT. suppose to be this way rite?
at least smthg stop my wrong thinking.

so now i understand de, even though i m nt recovered, i NEED distraction!!

I know that i m enjoying my life being single too (as a "mommy boy" during the past few weeks home visit, spending all my weekends time with parent and relative.)

Hope I will be recruited again very soon enough as i dun want to be too free to keep thking about the nonsense!!
Bless me for my interview!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)

Here it come to my Last!!

2010-04-15T11:39:00.002+08:00

I am done with my project last week.
everything going smooth, except for 1, I forgotten to include 5% charge on the credit card.
which might cause losses to my company.
I was thking that i would have to pay the debt to my company but surprisingly boss forgive me.!!Lesson learned, and I would never ever forget again.
Despite the mistake i made, I was being offerred to work as a permanent staff here.
Everyone in the office was happy with the news, and everyone was convincing me to stay.

Due to one of many reason, I choose to leave, because I know i got parent to taking care of at Penang.
I'd like to thank all my colleagues for guiding me all the while, giving me the opportunities to learn, and to teach sometimes(I'm senior now..LOL)
its been very tiring working here, can't leave my place even i'm sick....but, I'm happy to work here, with all my brothers sisters here.
I'm sure I gonna miss the time we used to spend together such as, to walk home together, OT together, Dinner together, Drinking together, Having dessert together after work...working together day and nite during conference...
Its a very good experience working here.

And i guess it has comes to an end today...i'll be leaving very soon.
wishing all my colleagues all the best here and the best of luck!! =)

the end of 1 journey, brought me to another new beginning, but just as soon as before the new 1 begin, I have to clear my outstanding paper on next thursday..
Didn't really get a semester break to have fun with friends and family.
but...at least i spend my time wisely and do something meaningful.

will have to really put in effort to my up-coming challenge.
Hope I can do well, at least i must try my best, giving my best...
like wat we see in the movie "FACING THE GIANT"
what the coach says:" YOU promise to give me your best, you don't stop, you don't quit, you give me your very BEST!"
I wish i could do that...do that for myself...
wish me Luck!! =)

its happening !!!

2010-04-05T00:23:00.002+08:00

the Event is start tomorrow!!
As a project team leader, i always duno what to do(luckily marcus always had my back)!
but i cant always depend on him....
Really really hope i wnt do any mistakes tis few days!
will off to convention centre and bc on thursday....
till then....nights.

its 2 days from now!!!

2010-04-02T01:05:00.002+08:00

I m tired!!!
I am so tired!!!
WE ARE SO TIRED!!!
MENTALLY....and PHYSICALLY!!!
I hope that at least our effort will eventually shows some worthiness...!!!
its my first time being as leader, thanks to all my colleagues who work so hard to cover my ass too!!!
never hope things will happen perfectly but, just simply wish that we all can handle this, and things going smoothly....
got no weekend for this week!....
.....
I NEED REST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so better slp now......nitez.

Busy weeks to go!!!and i m sure WE all gonna make it!

2010-03-28T23:47:00.002+08:00

will work for more than 7 consecutive day start frm tomorrow.
very tired but i knw, we are all capabled of doing this!!
Jiayu, to myself and all my colleagues!!!
WE re ALL in THIS TOGETHER....

come to next month,
just right after the challenge,
another 1 is waiting me....
i had did it once,
and i knw i can make it even better!
Action speak louder than words.
so...
sometime i doubt myself.
but....things getting me belief that, i m actually capable of doing it.
just dun have the confident.
So....Lets try again....I want to make it better tis time, both the challenge!!
Prove to myself, and to others!!
sister xuan birthday now....happy birthday to u my dear!
and thanks for your cares! =)
nitez....

Pressure for breakfast!

2010-03-26T00:34:00.002+08:00

really thank so much to you guyz who really DO concern with my condition.
thanks for caring....
and so i had recovered!!!
feeling better than Y'terday!!

But....the works are still overloaded, and pressures are still keep coming in...
I understand well that not only myself who feel pressured all the time,
its everyone in the office, especially my project manager....
I hope i would screwed-up everything....
hope i would blow-up something big....
I start making mistake......nervous....
thank God that all colleagues re back now.
AND WE ARE NOW HANDLING THIS ALL TOGETHER.......
hope everything will going fine from now on.

nowadays, i dun even have to eat my breakfast, why?
simply bcz i m FULL with the tasks on my hand....
even the bread is infront of me, i din even have the time to chew the bread!!!
2more weeks it will end....
and the new challenge shall begin.

Sick......

2010-03-23T00:22:00.002+08:00

not sure what am i doing today....
feeling sick all the time....
keep doing mistake whole day.
my project re in 2 weeks time....
and i m about to mess-up everything....
i m about to screwed-up everything!

my health is the major concern....
i can feel that something "big" is coming...
hope that my feel was wrong!
prove that i m just being so paranoid.

almost collapse by the time i entering into my house this evening...
rested for 3 hours....and 2 panadol did helps me getting better...

please listen to my prayers......all i want is to run everything smoothly.....

.....sendiri punya pasal la....

2010-03-22T03:11:00.002+08:00

why am i still awake tis late!?!?
cz i was doing the report which to be submit by tomolo.
and.....simply bcz i din really concentrate....
play games, watch football.....chatting......
and then last minute only start.
thats what happen whn do thing last minute....
nt to blame anyone but myself!!!
better slp by now....
630am gonna wake again.. =(

nitez people!

WISH me LUCK 6666666

2010-03-15T23:29:00.002+08:00

had a great dinner with my fello friend lastnite....
thank you very much....
Dad called just now, asking me whether going bc this weekend.
its the 2nd year mom and dad din get be with me on my big day, big time!
knowing dad wanted me to go home....hahahha.... I shall bc and had a great time with my family next month....

I really dun mind if i would have to work my ass off during my bday.
at least it keeps me away from thking something miserable....and then start missing someone....some memories.......

which is why sometime i would choose to helping other colleagues in office, rather than back home early....it filled my time with doing something more meaningful.

OK, come to the age of zz, asking what are the wishes i made?
I WILL SAY::: i dun want to grow-up already....can i be kid forever?...and pampered by others. =)
NO WAY..... i had to grow, to be a MAN....a tough 1.... hahhaha....

Health is the most important of all...
i wish i could have a good health, for now and ever(cz i've been feeling not quite well with all over my body).
So, wish me health wish me health!! =)

thanks to kai and lim for the meaningful present they gave! i was really happy to received it!

anyway, i ll b away tis few day for the conference event.... with new task and challenges.
wish me luck wish me luck too!!! =)

till then.........
the craps shall continue some other fine time....
xoxo...

would it be my perfect day?

2010-03-11T23:30:00.002+08:00

result revealed yesterday....
was kinda disappointed.....
wondering....
what am i?
who am i?
why things happen to me....
mayb bcz i m too self-centred...
i m stubborn....too persist of smthing??!?!
everything i've pictured in my mind was just merely an illusion?....
thanks for brother mic telling me so....
"everything happen for A purpose".

really hope my rainy ending will eventually given me a perfect day...
telling me it wasn't just an illusion.......

the blood sucker and wolve story

2010-03-09T19:53:00.003+08:00

well, i finally i get to watch it "New Moon"
after so long...
i m a lover of love stories....despite that i m no longer believe in it!
before watching it, i had a bad impression about Jacob.
who get involve into other ppl relationship (Edward and Bella)
but then, after i watched it, i felt the different way.
Wonder how could Bella did that to him.
when she need someone, Jacob was there, whn She had Edward what did she tell?
"i love you, but please, dun make me choose, it would be HIM, its always been him."
Jacob have nothing to say....
and I felt the same way before.....years ago.....
nthg to say....which is how the blog was created...
the place for me to crab about my own feeling...

stressed day begins

2010-03-09T00:04:00.002+08:00

yea....
no time to blog again....
was very busy today....
i can feel consistently very stressed....
i cant breath easy...
no way in hell i ll give up....there is no turning bc....

and it wasn't i m the only 1 who stress....
everyone in the office is stressed....

my project was targeted for 300 delegates...
and i just get 70 registration....
how on earth i was going to achieve the 300 in 3 weeks time!?!?!?

everyone is tention.....very tention.... my time, doesn't belongs to me anymore....
dear all, if you try to chat with me in msn, sorry if i ignore u.....
jia, yea, sorry i ignore u....
will chat v you whn i free k....

i can feel that i m feeling tired all the time...
like going to fall sick soon...but i cant let it happen....i got time to die but no time for MC please!!
better get on bed now.
nitez my friend.

i Wish to blog......

2010-03-08T00:06:00.002+08:00

its been a week ago since my last blog.
i wanted to blog about so many thgs....
lots of story to shares.....
but wasn't really free to do so yet....

yes, housemate re-union will definitely something to blog about.
works....literally....
and many more about what i ve gone through this whole week... =)

here goes my weekend passed....
meaningless too....
soon next week onwards there will be no weekend!

well....hope i could be able to spend time here tomolo nite.
time to get on bed....
goodnite to myself.

the reunion.

2010-02-28T18:15:00.003+08:00

finally,
all re back in KL for the interview.
soon after 3 months everyone is flying to UK.
my housemate re bc.
met everyone now....except the one say want see me.
=)

wasn't planned to, but i did met her i still very very care.
whenever i tot i wasn't,
thing will just shows up to prove that YES, STILL i AM
rmb the promise k....
health is the most important thing of all...
thats all i want for you.

SO HERE COMES THE CRAP happened today.
when i was in LRT, i met yee siang....i m is accmpanion u knw!hahah..
then soon after i'm on the way get into bus, a person stopped me.
THE POLICE MAN.
showing me his batch...saying want to do a survey with me,
and i can see there are few more police there at wangsa bus stop...
"screw u, why me....ppl might thk whats wrong with me de, why stopped by police."

Police: ada apa yang kamu rasa yang kami kena buat untuk meningkatkan khidmat kami?
me: har??ha...tak tau la...tapi kawan saya kena rompak di sini...macam mana?
Police: pukul berapa?
me: not sure...malam, lebih kurang 10 malam??
Police: oh...so u mean nak kami buat rondaan lebih kerap di kawasan ini la.
me: ya lebih kurang la...
Police: ok, selain itu, ada apa lagi tak.
me: tak la...itu saja saya boleh fikirkan.
Police: ok terima kasih ya.
me: welcome.

i just want to get rid of it u knw!!
gosh....
yea right, as i expected, everyone stares at me whn i stepped into the bus. the driver asked me
why police stopped u?
i told him, buat survey.
survey apa itu.
i just ignore him, i just dun care, i ignore everyones who staring at me.
yea, i m a criminal, so you wnt want to mess with me...
try to stare me once again and u ll kena de....
LOL.
stupid police officer.....

all about my recent life in KL.

2010-02-23T23:04:00.001+08:00

alrite.
1st of all, lets talk about my job.
erm...yea i'm kinda familiarized with my job now.
can now handle the calls finally, after 2-3 weeks working.
undoubtedly, yes, still a lot been accumulated.
how much i wish i could clear it soonest possible.

i m so enjoy doing my job without my bos beside me( my desk was actually outside her room.)
sometimes, a simple "Well Done" really made my day.

and today,i have been making phone calls the whole day.
till i can feel the pain on my ears.
and i m losing my voice, headache as well.
well, whenever i m making a fon call, there is a same mistake keep on happening, SINCE LAST YEAR when i was working here.
PEOPLE JUST DON'T GET MY NAME RIGHT!!
Caleb! is that so hard to pronounce?!
some even worse, never heard of it b4. WATEVER la...

1.)
client: may i know who is on the line?
me: my name is caleb
client: pardon me?
me: its caleb.
client: carrot ya?!!?
me: YES YES YES...(watever u call la...if u find carrot at my company, ppl will get u to me de la...)

2.)
client: ur name is?
me: my name is caleb
client: sorry?
me:caleb teh.
client: how to spell?
me: c.a.l.e.b
client: oh...got such name ar?
me: got got got...
client: its a nice name ya....
me: yea...thank you....

3.)
client: who should i attention the document to?
me: ok u can attention to me, my name is caleb.
client:sorry?ca....???
me: its Caleb. C.A.L.E.B.
client: C.A.?China?
me: alrite, its C hina, A ustralia, L ondon, E ngland, B angkok.

client: OH I SEE!!!! its CALEB.

me: YEA THATS WHAT I M TELLING U.............

(i can see my colleagues re laughing behind me....wondering if i was talking to some client frm Planet of the Ape.)
walao eh.....
so previously i m very pantang ppl ask bout my name...
even i explain, they just dun get it!
but now....I INSIST! its time to let the world knw that CALEB, DO EXIST!

alrite.finish my craps...
time to slp again...
goodnitez...

Nostalgic Moment.

2010-02-22T00:05:00.002+08:00

i miss..
the time when we re still in primary,
the time when we re still in secondary,
and....i thk my parent miss that time too.(despite the fact that that they need to cane us and kekqi with us)
its good to be at home.

and now,
parent re at 1 side, i m nt sure whther they are enjoying the firework now?!
me, standing at the balcony alone, waiting for firework... yes, i see some, but i m nt enjoy seeing it...
bro, at the other side of KL, facing the same situation as me.
where's all the funs for all these great day, without being with family?!
i love my family.
cherish. =)

alrite. cut the crap, people out there.....cut the fireworks now.
PEOPLE GOT WORKS TO DO TOMOLO!!!
stop the fireworks!!!
LOL....
gdnitez all my friend.

my first weekend.

2010-02-21T20:27:00.002+08:00

First Weekend?
yea rite, it consider my 1st weekend since i started working.
nthg much to do with my weekend.
staying home....
playing game, watching movie..
din even stepped out frm house.
BORING.
luckily manage to catch 1 movie on friday nite. made my weekend doesn't looked so meaningless.
PERCY JACKSON AND THE LIGHTNING THIEF.
great 1. love it.

so now, weekends re boring but my week days re stressed!
can i just balance it?!
i can feel that my works re always been accumulated...
most re still pending....
feeling stress with thk of going bc to my workplace.
but it feels even worse whn staying here alone with no one talking to....
2 days din talk de....
if i did, i must be talking to wall then....
if this is the case, i would rather work 24/7.....
hope tis 2 months will end soonest possible....
...
BUT....THEN WAT? what's coming next is even worse. face the real world!

haiz.....what m i talking here.....cut all the crap la....

why parents are STRESSED!!

2010-02-20T18:58:00.004+08:00

so here is the story.
during my chinese new year holiday,
i was so boring at home.
and i m chatting with a friend of mine in MSN.
and coincidently, she was very free too.
so, she forward me about 6-10 emails to read.
and 1 of the email i found it so interesting.
so why izit the parents are so stressed nowadays?

izit about the fast pace living environment?!
izit about the living cost?
family?
child?
YES. ITS ALL ABOUT THEIR CHILDREN!
Parents are so stressed because they worried!!
but.....what to worry wow.....?!?!?!
see the picture then u would knw.
if this happen to me, i pengsan long ago de....

see anythg!? the little girl main belakang with her toys.
new style ya!!

tis 1 "khiang"!!!can someone plz teach him how to write "死" 字 ma......

boh kia si!!

gosh.... watch too much movie de....

imagine, what if he climb somewhere higher?!

bravo..... fill in the blank only.....they can put a F for UCK,

and tis baby girl, hahha....i m not sure what is she doing there?!

she is the 1 who break the thing?

or she is holding it!??!

and finally....

i laugh out loud!

photo of the post.

SUDAH POTONG AR?!?!

anyway.....

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My Chinese New Year...

2010-02-16T16:35:00.006+08:00

it was my 1st time experience rushing bc for Chinese New Year.

i cant get any bus ticket at puduraya.
finally, and luckily, dennis helped me to booked a place for me as Kevin was driving home.

we met at 330am on saturday morning...and then we went pick another 2 friend.

erm... nt to say anythg, but we only manage to get into highway at 5am. =)

went for breakfast together at BM before heading to Uncle house.

finally arrived home with uncle's car frm butterworth.

a very last minute arriving for the gathering lunch! =)

a small and simple lunch together....oh yea....i din get to help mom and dad anything as i was still on the way home whn they are preparing.. =)i was SO full!!!cant even move....and i have to accmpany kid.
what else i can do?!
let my cousin watch movie la....and i slp lor...so tiring...
as i have to wake at 3am that morning... =) and my little cousin grown so big de....she is now 11 years old de!!!
time flies!!!

my chinese new year were quite boring.
staying home with family is wat i do.
only get to meet with 2 friend only.
but, really having a good time with them.
and and and, lastnite, accidentally met my ex primary schoolmate in some club, at the same time, saw my classmate with her friend there too. yes, its YOU. haha...your reaction tells me that u are so shocked as i appear in front of you. XD.
and turn around, i disappear de..
actually i dun club, i just went in for its washroom. (believe it or not.?!?!its true.....)

late at nite, its RED DEVILS nite. Man.United vs AC Milan, Champion league.
me and brother, together with his gf went to support Man.United at 340am.
we all yelled like hell whn Man.United finally turned the result frm 1-0 to 2-3....

end another day and here am i...
after 6 hours journey, i m in this lonely place again.
will start working again tomolo.
but, find out that my housemate steal my thing.
yes, its just a tablecloth which i used to lap my table,
i put there doesn't mean u can take it!!
it belongs to me!!
its given by someone special.
and its all the memories i left....
and YOU ve taken away frm me.
you just make ppl to curse u in new year period!
*sad*AAARRRRR......screw you!

Hello People......

2010-02-12T16:27:00.002+08:00

i can feel the air once again!!!
recall last few days....
yea...i m very pressure....
and yes, i cried at the end...
but feeling much better after that...
i und tht i need time to learn things.no rush!

finally, i can have my weekends after the 2nd week of working.
(the first weekend i had to rush for report till midnite too..)
finally, i have some exciting feel for my forth-coming holiday de...
finally i can go home de...(not until 4am 13-2-2010)
finally i had some NeW YEAr mood de...

work for a long night for lastnite,
thank God that dennis help me to complete 30% of it.....if not, i would be SO DEAD BY NOW!!!
well....it seems like i haven't been felt so free for quite some time already...
i m now staying at dennis place at pv5,
kevin will be driving us home by tomolo 4am!
it would be my very first balik kampung feel.
and depart at that early.
anyhow, we shall have fun NOW!
HAVE FUN PEOPLE!
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR,
and VALENTINE DAY.(but ppl, plz dun wish me.)

IT IS DONE!!

2010-02-12T05:56:00.003+08:00

finally my report is done!!
and i need to get it uploaded on website later....
will have to go office later.....
so....good nite!!!
thanks for dennis who helping me to get it done!!!
so today i gonna stay at PV 5!!! aarrr!!!!!

rush for report again....

2010-02-11T01:43:00.002+08:00

been sitting here for hours again.....
yet still left thousand to go.....
gotta continue at 5am.....
i m like walking zombie now.....goodnite then....

rush for report again....

2010-02-11T01:43:00.001+08:00

been sitting here for hours again.....
yet still left thousand to go.....
gotta continue at 5am.....
i m like walking zombie now.....goodnite then....

busy weekend...

2010-02-08T22:03:00.002+08:00

been going through a very busy weekend...
bringing home lots of work to do...
well, brother and den come over my new house for the first time...
cant really accompany them either....
but....we do spend time together....which is.....WATCHING M.UNITED winning 5-0 together...
shouting together....
haha...
well, first time experiencing "happy hour" after work at friday nite.
hang-out with colleague marcus for drinks.
chatting for 2-3hours. frm 630-930pm i thk....

and...
i m consistently feeling pressure, nervous and tention about my work.
not satisfying with my own performance.
making lots of mistake too.
what to do.....
haiz....
expect too high frm myself?
gosh......I NEED TO OVERCOME MY WEAKNESS, MY FEARS....
i had grabbed any possible chance, even though i m afraid of it.
but....sometimes, i guess some situation just dun allow mistakes to happen.
=(

I M SO TIRED!!!!

2010-02-07T03:18:00.002+08:00

it was a miserable week....
brother and den re coming over my place.
but....
i have a lots of things to do this weekend...
i CANT finish it.....
and i need to past-up on monday......gosh....
i m so up-set!!!
i m restless, and i m tired all the time.....
still left 4ooo+ data to go through b4 monday....
i cant even get a good rest on my weekend.....
can i scream/!!!!!!!!!??!??!??!?!AAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!